So if the cdc fail to succeed than hopefully a medical scientist will stumble along one day who finds this to be of at least some use, so bothers to investigate/research all factors of bird mites dramatic & devastating impact on the human body so there can be efforts to end what has already been left far too late to address.
As for me if i die before i'm looked at & tested where i'm sewn will more than likely no longer be connecting due to electromagnetism which accompanies life frequency hence needing life energy to work.so when i cease i can only assume so will the abnormal connectionsthis makes throughout my body.this reason is especially why for me personally i am desperate for progress to be made at once.
Bad news is though- companies don't like to produce new medicines at their own expense & time when could instead produce or improve existing medications & be supported-guarenteed to make money that way rather than it being lost.
Friday, January 9, 2009
Final section
FINAL SECTION:- Another fantastic find when i typed in Morgellons research. Dr R. Wymore is currently researching this condition & i think was with the cdc but has now serparated (fairly sure it was them if not some other research team which anyone can look up for themselves for certainty). Seeing as Morg patients have commonly been testing positive for lymes disease (not just this other factors were stated by basically the point is-)he is Certain the cause of morg is DIRECTLY related to the ticks which create lyme disease but has so far been unable to establish which one!!.
Obviously since:-being bitten,finding others with same weirdness,facts known that insects etc deform keratin,others being aware of bird mites & their destruction on the human body due to infestations, and on & on aswell as learning about bird mites classification with ticks, then clearly there is no mystery here!
birdmites are a direct relative of -ticks which cause lyme,lyme related to morg, Dr Wymore found for certain it's definately related to the lyme spreading tick & most importantly i was biten for sure by bird mites & went on to produce symptoms which are identical to morgs.
Undoubtedly my set conclusion is that bird mites are responsible for morgellons!!
waiting for a lab to assist with this thought.
Obviously since:-being bitten,finding others with same weirdness,facts known that insects etc deform keratin,others being aware of bird mites & their destruction on the human body due to infestations, and on & on aswell as learning about bird mites classification with ticks, then clearly there is no mystery here!
birdmites are a direct relative of -ticks which cause lyme,lyme related to morg, Dr Wymore found for certain it's definately related to the lyme spreading tick & most importantly i was biten for sure by bird mites & went on to produce symptoms which are identical to morgs.
Undoubtedly my set conclusion is that bird mites are responsible for morgellons!!
waiting for a lab to assist with this thought.
from five
SECTION SIX:- Since finding keratin (hair skin & nails in my case) to be affected by insect bites & that baldness was a side effect from this i finally decided to look up bird mite classifications & was astonished to discover they are Parastic mites which are capapble not only of spreading illness from themselves directly but also house parasites which spread in the system of the host once bitten. They are one of three in this category another being the tick cause of Lyme Disease which affects humans & that most morgellons patients who are fortunate enough to receive tests return as positive for!Now my wondering really is overbird mites must be the culprit.
So this of course now makes me (still Dec 08) type in Bird mites & morgellons research
This is when my heart really starts pumping. What came up were 3 more hugely important confirmations.In the order i encountered them;- 1st the page gave an article stating exactly this by a random person that bird mites cause morgellons & reasons of value to support this claim.As you realise this entire thing is too odd in all ways for this to be a mere coincidence.i for one am personally eased of much tension finding that someone else is aware of this - it gives purpose to believe we have hope of conquering this.oneday someone will help us.
Secondly:- A site named BirdMiteOrg. (well worth a look)appeared (this could have given me the peace i now have a lot lot earlier)this has been around since 2003 apparently and dec 08 is when i find it! none the less i am still very pleased to have found it without doubt it has majorly relieved me because not only does it show There are many who can tell of their own encounters with bm's & even also ones like myself who are longstanding & now recognise having made the connection that they have morgellons from bird mites(this is where i'll claim that although maybe also due to longstanding it may also have to do with the amount of bites/mites one received as to the extent of the damage incurred this justifies why some people can still work-didn't bald,aren't housebound or suffering my weirdo hair issue & why perhaps they didn't notice the mites due to scarce amount on them). Again cannot be a coincidence people have linked them- not possible who could just match up everything they themselves have lived with & it not be real or caused by this?
So this of course now makes me (still Dec 08) type in Bird mites & morgellons research
This is when my heart really starts pumping. What came up were 3 more hugely important confirmations.In the order i encountered them;- 1st the page gave an article stating exactly this by a random person that bird mites cause morgellons & reasons of value to support this claim.As you realise this entire thing is too odd in all ways for this to be a mere coincidence.i for one am personally eased of much tension finding that someone else is aware of this - it gives purpose to believe we have hope of conquering this.oneday someone will help us.
Secondly:- A site named BirdMiteOrg. (well worth a look)appeared (this could have given me the peace i now have a lot lot earlier)this has been around since 2003 apparently and dec 08 is when i find it! none the less i am still very pleased to have found it without doubt it has majorly relieved me because not only does it show There are many who can tell of their own encounters with bm's & even also ones like myself who are longstanding & now recognise having made the connection that they have morgellons from bird mites(this is where i'll claim that although maybe also due to longstanding it may also have to do with the amount of bites/mites one received as to the extent of the damage incurred this justifies why some people can still work-didn't bald,aren't housebound or suffering my weirdo hair issue & why perhaps they didn't notice the mites due to scarce amount on them). Again cannot be a coincidence people have linked them- not possible who could just match up everything they themselves have lived with & it not be real or caused by this?
Thursday, January 8, 2009
continued from four
SECTION FIVE:- I learned another significant point surrounding a major reason for critism referring to morg suf. saying they are bitten all over their bodies by something(as i've said what i think is bird mites) & no one else in the house does so they are not believed.For the question why you & not me (in my personal case he got them off himself i was attacked while asleep & so initially he wasn't bitten only i am there target now for what i assume is the same reason as follows) A clinical medicine book cleared this one up for me.It stated that it is not uncommon for only one member of a household to fall victim to becoming a host for anthropod/insect etc bites. I am assuming this would be for the same reason you learn about in nature shows, that once (in this particular case the mites) have found a living host it has no reason to leave it unless it dies so can no longer provide them with their living requirements.Also depending on the organism they send certain either vibrational frequencies / or pheromones as their way to communciate to all the others.Just think with ants you see a trail heading towards a food source in a straight line formation-none stray to search elsewhere because other ants are already calling out to them 'food over here' until they all arrive for their portion to claim for transportation.When they have food they stick to that particular source.Dare i suggest the intial bite victim reflects the desirable frequency for mites to gather round? & they don't jump just crawl so direct contact would have to be made & they would not be receiving tempting signals anyhow.
CONTINUED AFTER TWO NO 3 YET
SECTION FOUR:- we've reached the end of 2008 now & i find that the worst aspect i suffer through (which as yet haven't found others either who are going through this extent of the condition so don't know if anyone can understand what i'm trying to get across) which is the whole sewn up abnormally hair/skin & nail thing are all made from the exact same substance -Keratin [incredibly once more this was also revealed to me from a tv programme,this time it was one for children!! it's the 2nd time something i had been endlessly complaining about but had never actually looked up came to my attention thanks to being in the right place at the right time (obviously something i haven't made a habit of in the past or i never would have been bitten!)]Better still when i typed it in & found the keratin website i was overcome when i found clearly listed as an already known proven fact that insect bites do indeed cause sudden balding & can mutate the keratin supplies needed for proper growth of skin/hair/nails by altering demosomes or something i think (feel free to check up for exact technicalities-i didn't need to grasp everything on this topic for i already had been given confirmation that all that is happening to me is YES possible & YES thanks to bird mite bites.)Also more back-up about hair & wrong growing/texture/looking aswell as granuales like i get being associated with a secondary fungus or bacterial infection which invades the skin & so much more but you get the basics i'm sure.
Will also add here gm engineering has been suspected by some & i had read that they thought morg (bugs they say but its a mite) bug has been altered & injected with the fluorecence of a jellyfish enabling them to be viewed under uv light glowing yellow-Since keratin taught me about skin diseases/conditions i went on to learn that in fact a woodlamp was the most common diagnostic tool for fungus/bacteria present due to most types glowing under uv however since most common found form has changed from these yellow glowing types in recent times it is not so highly depended upon(some glow other colours like orange not morgellons though).
So to me again i don't see it as gm engineering but further proof all of us sufferers have had & still have our skin under attack by parasites etc. I figure it to be (without access to any lab of course) as a secondary parasite that infected us upon mite bites(but not ruling out just from mites without them being a carrier for other diseases) just see this as reasonable to hypothesise.
While i'm at it i shall mention this aswell. My issues with being sewn up internally from head to toe literally have what feels as if to be an electromagnetic force which connects each pore/follicle that it touches to me head & elsewhere to the strongest pull- again may sound too strange to interpret but i am unable to walk any kind of distance because my knees&calves both start tspasming & again i get this magnectic pull forcing my legs to collapse-unable to maintain my body weight & the elecmag. pull has even stopped me from being able to sleep on magnetic underlays as i become stuck so to speak to the with this electromagnetic issue (which has led me to be curious about EMF harmonisers or neutralisers to help 1st only for it to maybe stop my hair issues but now in 08 having found live mites again maybe to override their frequency signals aswell as boost my bodies natural one) & it's what is always choking my throat to the point of vomiting if not unsewn promptly enough. The bit i was glad to learn in this case is a)our bodies are filled with electricity(at 1st i would get zapped with everything i touched but now has stopped & i get elecmag thing in it's place) b) when i unsew i am sometimes able to unwind my hair directly through the clothes i'm wearing & i've read electromagnetic heat therapy or something equivilent to this name possesses elecmagn. forces that penetrate not just through skin but clothes plaster etc to reach deep tissue & so on- bringing me peace again that although no one else may understand this but more of my worst & crazy sounding symptoms were technically able to occur and are all linked up together - of course i am aware that i have been telling the absolute truth but i hadn't been aware that the connection with my symptoms was spot on - thanks to having to do all this for myself the hard way it has sadly taken me this long.
Will also add here gm engineering has been suspected by some & i had read that they thought morg (bugs they say but its a mite) bug has been altered & injected with the fluorecence of a jellyfish enabling them to be viewed under uv light glowing yellow-Since keratin taught me about skin diseases/conditions i went on to learn that in fact a woodlamp was the most common diagnostic tool for fungus/bacteria present due to most types glowing under uv however since most common found form has changed from these yellow glowing types in recent times it is not so highly depended upon(some glow other colours like orange not morgellons though).
So to me again i don't see it as gm engineering but further proof all of us sufferers have had & still have our skin under attack by parasites etc. I figure it to be (without access to any lab of course) as a secondary parasite that infected us upon mite bites(but not ruling out just from mites without them being a carrier for other diseases) just see this as reasonable to hypothesise.
While i'm at it i shall mention this aswell. My issues with being sewn up internally from head to toe literally have what feels as if to be an electromagnetic force which connects each pore/follicle that it touches to me head & elsewhere to the strongest pull- again may sound too strange to interpret but i am unable to walk any kind of distance because my knees&calves both start tspasming & again i get this magnectic pull forcing my legs to collapse-unable to maintain my body weight & the elecmag. pull has even stopped me from being able to sleep on magnetic underlays as i become stuck so to speak to the with this electromagnetic issue (which has led me to be curious about EMF harmonisers or neutralisers to help 1st only for it to maybe stop my hair issues but now in 08 having found live mites again maybe to override their frequency signals aswell as boost my bodies natural one) & it's what is always choking my throat to the point of vomiting if not unsewn promptly enough. The bit i was glad to learn in this case is a)our bodies are filled with electricity(at 1st i would get zapped with everything i touched but now has stopped & i get elecmag thing in it's place) b) when i unsew i am sometimes able to unwind my hair directly through the clothes i'm wearing & i've read electromagnetic heat therapy or something equivilent to this name possesses elecmagn. forces that penetrate not just through skin but clothes plaster etc to reach deep tissue & so on- bringing me peace again that although no one else may understand this but more of my worst & crazy sounding symptoms were technically able to occur and are all linked up together - of course i am aware that i have been telling the absolute truth but i hadn't been aware that the connection with my symptoms was spot on - thanks to having to do all this for myself the hard way it has sadly taken me this long.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
continued from sect one
SECOND SECTION:- This relief came in July 2006 while sitting up at about 4 in the morning due to the impact of the ongoing effects my body endures.When to the greastest joy i could recall having been filled with in a long time, i saw on the American news(i'm Australian i should note so nov & dec is spring / summer) a segment about 'The Fibre Disease'. It was the very same perculiar occurance i'd been pulling out & monitoring- & it was also going on with others! This was the most exciting thing for me as it showed i wasn't the only one in the world with this -so although having known from the start that these bizarre symptoms commenced simultaneously with having been bitten -i could now disregard having glandular fever/compromised immunity & the rest of the factors present all at once as a requirement for this to be able to occur , i could now be sure that the only prerequisition were the mites alone.They are capable of this just as they are already.So even though the people claiming to have morgellons were labelled as crazy because it was seen to have no apparent obvious cause -i still couldn't contain my excitment of finally being able to visit a dr & burst out all the facts of what was happening to my body(& due to which had effectively ended my life with compliments from the extreme debilitation which accompanies this in my particular case) without having to feel like a total fool.
I was stupid enough to think that something would be done.Once hearing about the mites i thought dr would tell some kind of authoritive medical board or sorts ,making research ,answers to all sufferers questions & a search for the cure possible!
I went on the internet for the first time since we'd had it, to get info to make explaining the weird effects easier & to find what tests could be done - i thought letting the dr read the symptoms & see the images was a less complicated way of informing them about everything (which is why this is where i will request you do the same to save me re-writing them here.I experience identical symptoms to what are listed aswell as the extra parts of hair dropping out & the internal sewing. my symptoms common to Morg are now periodic & alternate at times reasons for which i learned later so are mentioned at the end. I classify the differing severity between cases as being the same outcome as would be if say you were bitten by a venomous snake-if you received a small amount of the toxin injected in your bloodstream the effects [although still definately bad]wouldn't be as drastic as they would have been, had you received a large amount, or similarly if you were bitten by 1 spider you'd get ill, if instead you find yourself bitten by several at once then it is assured your physical health will deteriorate at a greater capacity-leaving you with the same affliction with varying extremes just as with morgellons).
So after the dr looked at the pages i'd assumed i'd have the chance to add any necessary details aswell as showing my identical bites/fibres to this Morgellons condition & most importantly reveal that indeed Birdmites are responsible (i had already lost a dog who was bitten & at this time i also was still concerned about contagion levels being that since initially being bitten i could no longer feel or see the mites on the surface of my body just within- yet when i got pet birds & only after being handled by me they one by one became ill{only the ones i touched} & were gasping and weakened with breathing/mobility problems before dying i wondered if it was transferred through the air or by touch & a new dog we got afterwards also began showing the signs in its fur/paws ,claws sewn up, which made me concerned that maybe fluid transferral would pass it on because this dog had a habit of drinking the other ones urine- yet in 2008 spring summer i saw the mites rise to the surface of my skin again so i now gather the dogs are still carrying them aswell , so just them laying on eachother is enough to manage a transfer by them crawling from one to the other like with headlice)
Anyway back to my boundless naivity & unlimited faith(at the time only- i now see what a disgrace it's representitives truly are) in the medical/health system of today i attempted to share my side of things yet didn't even come close to to getting checked with a microscope or any other examination-certainly no chance to be properly heard - i was instead refused treatment, told to find another dr & had the drs who assess mental illness sent to my home-i won't even get into the unacceptable,rough,rude & not at all qualifying as professional treatment i was given by them.All this even though never in my life have i gone to the dr without it being necessary.Generally whenever i've been sick i've dealt with it,i don't even pop headache tablets instead preferring to let my body manage with it's natural devices,let alone run to the dr for each & every little issue-so why suddenly would i start & since i'd had this since late 04 & i was only seeking medical assistance in July 06 due to establishing i am not the only individual this has happened to(which had been my reason for finally speaking up & tell about bird mites)I had felt obligated to inform the appropriate people so they could act. Yet i got what i got & Amazingly if any one of these drs bothered to ask they would have happily been given a number of witnesses to all of the following:-mites,bites,complete baldness (won't bother adding the most obvious change since bites being i have become permanently ugly due to body & hair being sewn & deformed beyond my control)These odd things are the complete truthful reality i've been forced to cope with, which has turned me into a pathetic joke which is beyond my ability to repair.
SECTION THREE:- what i did next including research etc. this is when it happened but i will write it at the end due to more important things i need to get out first.
I was stupid enough to think that something would be done.Once hearing about the mites i thought dr would tell some kind of authoritive medical board or sorts ,making research ,answers to all sufferers questions & a search for the cure possible!
I went on the internet for the first time since we'd had it, to get info to make explaining the weird effects easier & to find what tests could be done - i thought letting the dr read the symptoms & see the images was a less complicated way of informing them about everything (which is why this is where i will request you do the same to save me re-writing them here.I experience identical symptoms to what are listed aswell as the extra parts of hair dropping out & the internal sewing. my symptoms common to Morg are now periodic & alternate at times reasons for which i learned later so are mentioned at the end. I classify the differing severity between cases as being the same outcome as would be if say you were bitten by a venomous snake-if you received a small amount of the toxin injected in your bloodstream the effects [although still definately bad]wouldn't be as drastic as they would have been, had you received a large amount, or similarly if you were bitten by 1 spider you'd get ill, if instead you find yourself bitten by several at once then it is assured your physical health will deteriorate at a greater capacity-leaving you with the same affliction with varying extremes just as with morgellons).
So after the dr looked at the pages i'd assumed i'd have the chance to add any necessary details aswell as showing my identical bites/fibres to this Morgellons condition & most importantly reveal that indeed Birdmites are responsible (i had already lost a dog who was bitten & at this time i also was still concerned about contagion levels being that since initially being bitten i could no longer feel or see the mites on the surface of my body just within- yet when i got pet birds & only after being handled by me they one by one became ill{only the ones i touched} & were gasping and weakened with breathing/mobility problems before dying i wondered if it was transferred through the air or by touch & a new dog we got afterwards also began showing the signs in its fur/paws ,claws sewn up, which made me concerned that maybe fluid transferral would pass it on because this dog had a habit of drinking the other ones urine- yet in 2008 spring summer i saw the mites rise to the surface of my skin again so i now gather the dogs are still carrying them aswell , so just them laying on eachother is enough to manage a transfer by them crawling from one to the other like with headlice)
Anyway back to my boundless naivity & unlimited faith(at the time only- i now see what a disgrace it's representitives truly are) in the medical/health system of today i attempted to share my side of things yet didn't even come close to to getting checked with a microscope or any other examination-certainly no chance to be properly heard - i was instead refused treatment, told to find another dr & had the drs who assess mental illness sent to my home-i won't even get into the unacceptable,rough,rude & not at all qualifying as professional treatment i was given by them.All this even though never in my life have i gone to the dr without it being necessary.Generally whenever i've been sick i've dealt with it,i don't even pop headache tablets instead preferring to let my body manage with it's natural devices,let alone run to the dr for each & every little issue-so why suddenly would i start & since i'd had this since late 04 & i was only seeking medical assistance in July 06 due to establishing i am not the only individual this has happened to(which had been my reason for finally speaking up & tell about bird mites)I had felt obligated to inform the appropriate people so they could act. Yet i got what i got & Amazingly if any one of these drs bothered to ask they would have happily been given a number of witnesses to all of the following:-mites,bites,complete baldness (won't bother adding the most obvious change since bites being i have become permanently ugly due to body & hair being sewn & deformed beyond my control)These odd things are the complete truthful reality i've been forced to cope with, which has turned me into a pathetic joke which is beyond my ability to repair.
SECTION THREE:- what i did next including research etc. this is when it happened but i will write it at the end due to more important things i need to get out first.
Monday, January 5, 2009
Are Birdmites responsible for Morgellons?
If i had to give an answer to the above question it would have to be yes.
To begin it's best i state my reasons for writing this in the first place -currently the Centre For Disease Control (cdc) is nearing the end of an investigation which is in regards to a condition known by sufferers as Morgellons and named Unexplained Dermopathy by the cdc.This is a condition that all who endure it are still being wrongly labelled as delusional.
Although complaints associated with these unbearable symptoms began quite some time ago- this investigation by the cdc is the first official attempt to seek answers and a cause to what nearly everybody sees as a mystery. However i am in a position where i don't need to try to find the cause - it undenyably found me. Explanations will soon follow so you can decide for yourselves if my conclusions are correct.
Right now though, i will make clear that i don't particularly consider any success to be likely to result from the cdc - due to an early apparent leak in which a source claimed they weren't actually going to create a new and applicable study-instead they are just using an old syphlus one from yrs ago to get it over with so the pressure (which they had been receiving from congress in relation to this matter [being due to public insistance]) would be off their back. As great as my desire is to honestly believe this scenario(or even a similar one) would be totally impossible- when i take into account how my high regards for doctors had already been severely misplaced, i'm left feeling like perhaps it's not a bad idea to share my personal experience & other discoveries.
Creating further concern is the fact that i am certain Bird Mites are indeed responsible for this ignored illness. This being the case, i suggest a quick look through medical history - you'll discover insect/anthropod etc borne infectious diseases have proven to be a nightmare for the scientists trying to prove them and create public awareness. They'd been labelled as insane, had their career/ respectable reputations disgraced, lost all honour (Undeservingly keep in mind) also as i recall at least one had to go so far as to willingly be bitten by an infected mozzie allowing for him to once and for all display his theories as true - so naturally no scientist in the medical field would be willing to even attempt any research at such great risk.Other problems are those who study insects/ticks/mites etc. only study the insects themselves, not their effect on humans and drs who treat humans don't study insects etc nor any parasites/viruses/diseases transmitted or even caused by them-they only go from their medical book, so if it's not in there- regardless of what you may be suffering from- then they will conclude that you simply don't have it.In the case of Morgellons victims being classified as delusional they(including myself)haven't even been thouroughly examined.Delusion is supposed to be a diagnosis of elimination- if every available test is done and the results are clear THEN and only then should delusion be referred to.So if i can sit at home with a childs toy & lge screen digital tv(eyeclops bionic eye electromicroscope 200x magnification.) and find the proof, how any dr- none of who have so much as even checked - go straight for crazy?(that's not even mentioning the many witnesses i had to these mites, bites & baldness i'll elaborate soon) yet that is what is continually happening to morgellons sufferers, when every human should be able to go to the dr for HELP i cannot rest with how wrong this is, especially when i'm aware of the debilitation, pain, embarrassment & degrading humiliation that comes hand in hand with the condition. So in the hope that perhaps one day it may mean something to the right person so things can finally be done about it - we've all waited far too long already as it is for progress to be made so i'm getting all of this out.
SECTION ONE:- This is where i'll be explaining my circumstances from which inarguably caused mine,the confirmation which followed with remarkable consistencies will be seperated to avoid confusion.If any person reading this is impatient & just wants brief info-i'll summise what details are enclosed in this section.Simply put the point is ' i was unmistakingly bitten by bird mites in 2004 & this led to many strange, ongoing symptoms'.In case of relevance for any researcher i've covered all the facts of the environmental situation for the purpose of exact understanding, so there'll be no case of leaving out anything of potential importance. Here goes, back in 2004 i had been in bed with glandular fever.There were ulcers in my throat & it was inflamed so i was staying in bed to sleep it off(having had it before & gone to the dr & still advised rest was all i could do as the best way to recover as quickly as i could) At this time my partner had a tree cut down next to the bedroom, a nest had been in it & since the tree was gone my partner put the nest on the guttering/drain type of thing outside the bedroom window so the birds would be alright.They were starlings & being confined to bed the birds became something i would watch regularly.I saw their babies hatch & kept an eye on them.During this time the stump had been removed(seperate from the day it was chopped) as a result of this a pipe was broken and water flooded the garden bed.This had soil which contained fertilizers,weed killers,pesticides all of those kinds of things.The birds however(parents only) took the opportunity to use this water as a bath & since starting to do so, something shocking happened.When i witnessed a baby fall from the nest due to overcrowding, i rushed outside to put him back & that was when i first saw the mites. They were absolutly everywhere scurrying around- i don't just mean on the birds themselves (& trust me they were riddled with them) but also in the nest, down the wall of the house & covered a brick fence which is adjoining the wall the nest is on. [Before the garden flooded i hadn't seen any as i went to look closly at the babies when they were born and i assure you an infestation is not something that can be overlooked due to the huge numbers of the fast moving critters,so because i hadn't spotted them prior to the water, i at first thought it was a contributing factor to what was about to go wrong with my body (until i found others going through the same thing that is).] My actions consisted of replacing the baby & upon discovering they were on my hands,making their way up my wrists,i momentarily observed them-finding them to be both red & what looked like black but may have been very dark brown.Then i wiped them off me & immediately showered afterwards to be certain none were still remaining,then back to bed i went.When my partner got home i informed him of the situation & how the nest urgently needed to be moved away from the house,i also urged him to be careful when he did it that they didn't end up on him because they're quick,naturally presuming that if they obviously bite birds & live off their blood,then just as fleas will bite any human they encounter by chance rather than searching for another dog these mites would also do the same.I even nagged him to shower afterwards to be on the safe side rather than risk potentially getting bitten by any of them.Regardless of my caution towards them(in Jan of that year i had already been bitten all over my legs by sugar ants & they were agonising & took alot of patience to heal in response to seemingly infected bites[ i was the only one in this house to be bitten aswell incredibly, even though they were everywhere around ,near everyone not just me-by the way didn't go to dr for this either,i just personally dealt with it, so just because i didn't go to dr when i 1st got mite bites means nothing-i still wouldn't ever have gone if i hadn't discovered other sufferers who i wanted to give answers to so we could all get help)] So had already learned the hard way about how any insect/anthropod/so on, even if you would not think to expect it, are capable human predators when presented with the ideal opportunity), my efforts to stress to my partner the importance of ensuring we don't get eaten alive like the birds he still viewed these mites as no big deal.It was already too late for him to relocate the nest that day so it was left until daytime.When he transferred the nest i was asleep & even though he knew i'd already seen them for myself,my partner still found himself so impressed with the plentitude of mites he came into the bedroom to wake me up, showing me just how many there are & how that was only the ones on him,that i should see how many are on the walls & birds.Although still half asleep once able to comprehend the situation enough i assured him that of course i'd already seen the amount for myself & even though i was completly baffled by why he would dare to bring them inside, when i saw that they were now crawling on the bed where he leant over to get closer to me, i again emphasied to him the importance in getting rid of every last one & to take a shower right away.Since he confirmed he understood i continued straight back to sleep due to fatigue ,with no good reason to suspect anything wouldn't be handled appropriatly-everything seemed under control.Instead i woke to find myself completly covered in bites -he only removed the ones(mites) still on him. my bites were open, raised with a crater in the centre type bites & some which were blistery & filled with white gunk sort of like a pimple.Both types were agonising & felt as if they were burning, even the air on them as i moved would ache.I literally had these head to toe all over me & my dogs who had been in bed also had bites i could see on their bellies-one even had a mite semi buried which i was able to squeeze out of him. In response to this i spent many consecutive hours soaking in the bath(water stopped air reaching my open wounds & was all i could do to soothe them) with tea tree oil hydrogen peroxide,salt, epsom salt & eventually eucalyptus oil which i found the most relief from aswell as covering my bites in betadine etc. All this proved to be to no avail when it came to helping them heal.Fibres & granuals appeared & the worst feeling of my ears sinuses,throat,eyes were even being invaded(much more occured but they will be discussed in sect.2),aswell as this sunlight became unbearable-my eyes wouldn't just water but also sting to the point that i couldn't hold them open so of course as a result i had been restricted to remaining indoors only.Next came the dizziness,headspins, blackouts & constantly losing my track of thought which are disturbing issues plaguing me thanks to this occuring. Worse still, my hair started to fall out bit by bit at first it began just at the back, yet worked it's way forward until huge clumps were dropping out and then i was completly bald(i am female by the way). It didn't end there , my eyebrows on my right side went bald all at once, then my right eyelashes fell out, the left side the same thing happened but just in patches not as bad as all ot once, another symptom of mine is that when my hair slowly returned (eyebrows & lashes replaced in normal times -not the case with my head it was very slow growing & hadn't recovered in the way it was supposed to) here is the part that has contributed to the majority of my pain & debilitation(again it sounds like madness but is the truth) my hair now sews me up with itself within my body-the 1st time this happened it was choking my throat just before my hair fell out-yet it was beneath my skin not above the surface that this took place & it feels somehow as if to be electromagnectically connected to all areas of my body,this has even led to my appearance being unchangably deformed,my head is the worst ,then lungs & another important zone so considering these circumstances i was at the stage of completly hiding from everybody & i sure wasn't going to the dr whilst going through this & trying to explain the entirely absurd situation i'd been facing so i continued to deal with this on my own because although i am positve these things commenced once i was bitten i always rationalised to myself that it must have been due to a combination of factors including having glandular fever mixed with the chemicals in the flooded soil,with perhaps having my blood poisoned by bird blood getting into my system from the same mites that already bit them & perhaps blood poisoning from the mites themselves straining my already compromised immunity. I would never have imagined people were out there who also knew the devastation i was experiencing(although not to the full extent which i give reasons for soon).So i stayed silent & in hiding , as my weakness,pain,fatigue and too odd to explain type of symptoms from nov dec 04 continued to worsen.Still in shock that this nightmare was even able to manifester,i received my next shock which provided me with a much needed dose of relief.
mites / connection & so on continued in SECOND SECTION:- which will follow shortly
To begin it's best i state my reasons for writing this in the first place -currently the Centre For Disease Control (cdc) is nearing the end of an investigation which is in regards to a condition known by sufferers as Morgellons and named Unexplained Dermopathy by the cdc.This is a condition that all who endure it are still being wrongly labelled as delusional.
Although complaints associated with these unbearable symptoms began quite some time ago- this investigation by the cdc is the first official attempt to seek answers and a cause to what nearly everybody sees as a mystery. However i am in a position where i don't need to try to find the cause - it undenyably found me. Explanations will soon follow so you can decide for yourselves if my conclusions are correct.
Right now though, i will make clear that i don't particularly consider any success to be likely to result from the cdc - due to an early apparent leak in which a source claimed they weren't actually going to create a new and applicable study-instead they are just using an old syphlus one from yrs ago to get it over with so the pressure (which they had been receiving from congress in relation to this matter [being due to public insistance]) would be off their back. As great as my desire is to honestly believe this scenario(or even a similar one) would be totally impossible- when i take into account how my high regards for doctors had already been severely misplaced, i'm left feeling like perhaps it's not a bad idea to share my personal experience & other discoveries.
Creating further concern is the fact that i am certain Bird Mites are indeed responsible for this ignored illness. This being the case, i suggest a quick look through medical history - you'll discover insect/anthropod etc borne infectious diseases have proven to be a nightmare for the scientists trying to prove them and create public awareness. They'd been labelled as insane, had their career/ respectable reputations disgraced, lost all honour (Undeservingly keep in mind) also as i recall at least one had to go so far as to willingly be bitten by an infected mozzie allowing for him to once and for all display his theories as true - so naturally no scientist in the medical field would be willing to even attempt any research at such great risk.Other problems are those who study insects/ticks/mites etc. only study the insects themselves, not their effect on humans and drs who treat humans don't study insects etc nor any parasites/viruses/diseases transmitted or even caused by them-they only go from their medical book, so if it's not in there- regardless of what you may be suffering from- then they will conclude that you simply don't have it.In the case of Morgellons victims being classified as delusional they(including myself)haven't even been thouroughly examined.Delusion is supposed to be a diagnosis of elimination- if every available test is done and the results are clear THEN and only then should delusion be referred to.So if i can sit at home with a childs toy & lge screen digital tv(eyeclops bionic eye electromicroscope 200x magnification.) and find the proof, how any dr- none of who have so much as even checked - go straight for crazy?(that's not even mentioning the many witnesses i had to these mites, bites & baldness i'll elaborate soon) yet that is what is continually happening to morgellons sufferers, when every human should be able to go to the dr for HELP i cannot rest with how wrong this is, especially when i'm aware of the debilitation, pain, embarrassment & degrading humiliation that comes hand in hand with the condition. So in the hope that perhaps one day it may mean something to the right person so things can finally be done about it - we've all waited far too long already as it is for progress to be made so i'm getting all of this out.
SECTION ONE:- This is where i'll be explaining my circumstances from which inarguably caused mine,the confirmation which followed with remarkable consistencies will be seperated to avoid confusion.If any person reading this is impatient & just wants brief info-i'll summise what details are enclosed in this section.Simply put the point is ' i was unmistakingly bitten by bird mites in 2004 & this led to many strange, ongoing symptoms'.In case of relevance for any researcher i've covered all the facts of the environmental situation for the purpose of exact understanding, so there'll be no case of leaving out anything of potential importance. Here goes, back in 2004 i had been in bed with glandular fever.There were ulcers in my throat & it was inflamed so i was staying in bed to sleep it off(having had it before & gone to the dr & still advised rest was all i could do as the best way to recover as quickly as i could) At this time my partner had a tree cut down next to the bedroom, a nest had been in it & since the tree was gone my partner put the nest on the guttering/drain type of thing outside the bedroom window so the birds would be alright.They were starlings & being confined to bed the birds became something i would watch regularly.I saw their babies hatch & kept an eye on them.During this time the stump had been removed(seperate from the day it was chopped) as a result of this a pipe was broken and water flooded the garden bed.This had soil which contained fertilizers,weed killers,pesticides all of those kinds of things.The birds however(parents only) took the opportunity to use this water as a bath & since starting to do so, something shocking happened.When i witnessed a baby fall from the nest due to overcrowding, i rushed outside to put him back & that was when i first saw the mites. They were absolutly everywhere scurrying around- i don't just mean on the birds themselves (& trust me they were riddled with them) but also in the nest, down the wall of the house & covered a brick fence which is adjoining the wall the nest is on. [Before the garden flooded i hadn't seen any as i went to look closly at the babies when they were born and i assure you an infestation is not something that can be overlooked due to the huge numbers of the fast moving critters,so because i hadn't spotted them prior to the water, i at first thought it was a contributing factor to what was about to go wrong with my body (until i found others going through the same thing that is).] My actions consisted of replacing the baby & upon discovering they were on my hands,making their way up my wrists,i momentarily observed them-finding them to be both red & what looked like black but may have been very dark brown.Then i wiped them off me & immediately showered afterwards to be certain none were still remaining,then back to bed i went.When my partner got home i informed him of the situation & how the nest urgently needed to be moved away from the house,i also urged him to be careful when he did it that they didn't end up on him because they're quick,naturally presuming that if they obviously bite birds & live off their blood,then just as fleas will bite any human they encounter by chance rather than searching for another dog these mites would also do the same.I even nagged him to shower afterwards to be on the safe side rather than risk potentially getting bitten by any of them.Regardless of my caution towards them(in Jan of that year i had already been bitten all over my legs by sugar ants & they were agonising & took alot of patience to heal in response to seemingly infected bites[ i was the only one in this house to be bitten aswell incredibly, even though they were everywhere around ,near everyone not just me-by the way didn't go to dr for this either,i just personally dealt with it, so just because i didn't go to dr when i 1st got mite bites means nothing-i still wouldn't ever have gone if i hadn't discovered other sufferers who i wanted to give answers to so we could all get help)] So had already learned the hard way about how any insect/anthropod/so on, even if you would not think to expect it, are capable human predators when presented with the ideal opportunity), my efforts to stress to my partner the importance of ensuring we don't get eaten alive like the birds he still viewed these mites as no big deal.It was already too late for him to relocate the nest that day so it was left until daytime.When he transferred the nest i was asleep & even though he knew i'd already seen them for myself,my partner still found himself so impressed with the plentitude of mites he came into the bedroom to wake me up, showing me just how many there are & how that was only the ones on him,that i should see how many are on the walls & birds.Although still half asleep once able to comprehend the situation enough i assured him that of course i'd already seen the amount for myself & even though i was completly baffled by why he would dare to bring them inside, when i saw that they were now crawling on the bed where he leant over to get closer to me, i again emphasied to him the importance in getting rid of every last one & to take a shower right away.Since he confirmed he understood i continued straight back to sleep due to fatigue ,with no good reason to suspect anything wouldn't be handled appropriatly-everything seemed under control.Instead i woke to find myself completly covered in bites -he only removed the ones(mites) still on him. my bites were open, raised with a crater in the centre type bites & some which were blistery & filled with white gunk sort of like a pimple.Both types were agonising & felt as if they were burning, even the air on them as i moved would ache.I literally had these head to toe all over me & my dogs who had been in bed also had bites i could see on their bellies-one even had a mite semi buried which i was able to squeeze out of him. In response to this i spent many consecutive hours soaking in the bath(water stopped air reaching my open wounds & was all i could do to soothe them) with tea tree oil hydrogen peroxide,salt, epsom salt & eventually eucalyptus oil which i found the most relief from aswell as covering my bites in betadine etc. All this proved to be to no avail when it came to helping them heal.Fibres & granuals appeared & the worst feeling of my ears sinuses,throat,eyes were even being invaded(much more occured but they will be discussed in sect.2),aswell as this sunlight became unbearable-my eyes wouldn't just water but also sting to the point that i couldn't hold them open so of course as a result i had been restricted to remaining indoors only.Next came the dizziness,headspins, blackouts & constantly losing my track of thought which are disturbing issues plaguing me thanks to this occuring. Worse still, my hair started to fall out bit by bit at first it began just at the back, yet worked it's way forward until huge clumps were dropping out and then i was completly bald(i am female by the way). It didn't end there , my eyebrows on my right side went bald all at once, then my right eyelashes fell out, the left side the same thing happened but just in patches not as bad as all ot once, another symptom of mine is that when my hair slowly returned (eyebrows & lashes replaced in normal times -not the case with my head it was very slow growing & hadn't recovered in the way it was supposed to) here is the part that has contributed to the majority of my pain & debilitation(again it sounds like madness but is the truth) my hair now sews me up with itself within my body-the 1st time this happened it was choking my throat just before my hair fell out-yet it was beneath my skin not above the surface that this took place & it feels somehow as if to be electromagnectically connected to all areas of my body,this has even led to my appearance being unchangably deformed,my head is the worst ,then lungs & another important zone so considering these circumstances i was at the stage of completly hiding from everybody & i sure wasn't going to the dr whilst going through this & trying to explain the entirely absurd situation i'd been facing so i continued to deal with this on my own because although i am positve these things commenced once i was bitten i always rationalised to myself that it must have been due to a combination of factors including having glandular fever mixed with the chemicals in the flooded soil,with perhaps having my blood poisoned by bird blood getting into my system from the same mites that already bit them & perhaps blood poisoning from the mites themselves straining my already compromised immunity. I would never have imagined people were out there who also knew the devastation i was experiencing(although not to the full extent which i give reasons for soon).So i stayed silent & in hiding , as my weakness,pain,fatigue and too odd to explain type of symptoms from nov dec 04 continued to worsen.Still in shock that this nightmare was even able to manifester,i received my next shock which provided me with a much needed dose of relief.
mites / connection & so on continued in SECOND SECTION:- which will follow shortly
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