Friday, January 16, 2009


sect 3 cont. .

After confirming migration to be the likely source for it having spread(if it needs to-meaning not created in the existing surrounding environment, since it was inflicted by mites) I was off again to go in search of a Dr who would listen. This time it was very different from the first(1st time as i said before i took notes-handed them to her saying can you please read this because it is what i've had for nearly 2yrs now,& had stayed silent due to thinking i was the only one it was happening to because it all seemed so impossibly ridiculous,but i've got to tell people now that i know there are others because i am certain it is from bird mites but no one else seems to even have a clue about the cause-then once she started reading it i cried uncontrollably just from the actual relief of finally being able to speak about my nightmare) I approached this so defeated already, initially i began by just pleading with him not to jump in telling me i'm crazy & please listen properly to what i really need to try to get through to people.

Again i go on about the birdmite bites & have the chance to tell about the garden soil/water/chemical contaminaints etc. & how i (without being able to run tests obviously)suspect it may alter the mites properties to some degree which aids in this all being possible.Also of the fact bird migration seemed likely followed a distant 2nd by planes.It was here that he also thought i was mad (mid 06 we're in now)because after going through science topics i declared to him that nature provides all cures to all illness in the form of plants & that i agree herbal remedies are intelligent healing methods which are better for us & that you don't see each species of animal running around with their own drs because they use nature & their living environment to their benefit & that if something hasn't got a cure it's only because we haven't found it yet(okay so maybe a little nutty sounding but scine twice backed me up later on)He was great! Don't get me wrong-he thinks i'm crazy- told me so & labelled me as delusional parist..whatever the term is- but the difference between the two ways the doctors did this is that he would at least politely tell me so(after hearing me), along with offering any help that i would request(because he had no suggestions for me) & he gave me blood tests and tried to look up close(no microscope though!so no chance) & didn't tell me find someone else so i can respect that.
So knowing i had the chance of help but that i had to know what help i needed 1st- i went to research further.Here was what i learned from birds:-(from the things gathered so far 2 things had still bothered me the cause which had sparked my concern was not-not seeing the mites they were small enough to get away with-i was drawn to the fact that A( others had flooded soil in their gardens with contaminants) B)chemtrails were circling the whole pesticides/ fertilizer thing i was already focused towards still knowing about mites i went off to type in human diseases (because i'd told my dr i'd prove to him i'm not crazy even though i might sound that way!)

So while waiting for the blood test results, i 1st checked into:- human diseases from birds & immediately not only mentioned as possible future epidemics but for other vital reasons the H5N1 bird flu came up.I had then learned:*All 3 strains, of the types of human influenza originate from birds (especially water birds)

to be very quick links to 1918 spanish flu & so on thanks to trenches that i can't detail i learnt couldn't identify certain strain thanks to gene sequencing that takes yrs,- i asked 4 tamiflu, long story have to type while i'm able, seemed similiar -think distant cousin can't prove without lab confirmation but since epidemic overdue i think this matches it won't bebird flu this is so much smarter by making the host live& therefore reproduce itself more efficiently.think span flu relative because symptoms are the same as mine but quicker & Most importantly trenches were dug for the war disturbing previously existing organisms which were flooded - so i gather not only do i feel it's bird related but also trench/soil/chemical related yet again(can't to this day confirm dismiss anything since no lab) still can't finish this with links i've made-very frustrating impossible person i'm living with but will when i possibly can

after (Good,Respectable) Dr appointment:-

So although nanotechnology & genetically modified engineering -aswell as chemtrails, bothered me enough to require further attention -due to the fact that i was still unable to discount the fact that the surrounding environments may have altered the mites(as if i'm basing everyone got this from them as i can be certain that's how i got mine) when i consider that mites must be everywhere and yet people only get this in specific zones by the general looks of it, so a mutation requirement might explain why this doesn't freely occur all over the place was still my thinking. i am still wondering without confirmation ability if farms breed/grow/establish/create/give birth to this? it seems likely to me (perhaps very likely!!)

So on my to do list was:-

was a check on Calif.,Texas, Flor, Qld & S.A for all crops that are identical types/strains & planted in common with eachother(found at all places) such as-wheat, corn (checked cotton because this can infest it easily [only one substance that's among lots of other things]) and whatever varieties they all happened to share that were the same accross the range of areas i was to check to all the places i was comparing for matching farming conditions.

my theory was to then manage to identify what chemicals were found in common to these soils spread throughout the designated land- utilised for crop growing without having to run any on site tests. once i had a list of the crops present at all, i could then go to sites on the local area based on agriculture/livestock/environment etc. to determine what chemicals/fertilizers/pesticides were used for each to see if they would also match up throughout the areas- creating the delicate cocktail mix -& so is why begining in these places- which may be the contaminating ingredient enabling such a mutation to form with success. that was my first suspicion so i was still seeing as important & needed a look in my mind

2nd Nanotechnology,gen.modified engineering, chemtrails were also on the list to learn about gm & chemtrails may have some kind of possible association to my original personal theory so i desired to know more.

but first since i was going with the birdmite-birds-migration for enabling the spread(if even needed to-if created by chemicals they may just be local but found in many areas) & birds being involved somehow(from my experience) & so on - i initially wanted to check this avenue out, leading me to have typed in -birds human disease from, as my priority.this showed me they've been identified as the species which holds (making them the carriers of, aswell) as being the actual origin of the source for, all three known base strains of human influenza.

i was concerned by this for the following reasons-had to reconsider my ability to rule out potentially having my blood being poisoning from the bird blood in my system made me wonder if i'd directly caught some kind of human compatible(but not usually possible to encounter) strain of some disease- but my real cause for what could be a more of a likely alert was*my new found awareness of bird/human crossover compatibilities,* combined with Morgellons seen by some who've studied it as holding the potential to be an epidemic,*the fact that i learnt that a flu epidemic occurs every few yrs & was overdue* when it occurs it is always new & more advanced than previously existing forms-ensuring no exact cure can be prepared before it hits the fact that bird flu was a main suspect for an epidemic - though it's lingering presence suggests it will not be in this particular h5n1 but a further adapted variation again still (how i gather it to work that is).& the fact that i definately got mine with birds being a significant factor that allowed for this to have had occured was getting me thinking about the possibility that Morgellons may be the next(& already overdue) epidemic. I couldn't discount this when i assessed my immediate impacts from received symptoms/badly affected areas (sinuses;throat;ears;lungs;chest) as the areas of choice to attack with the previously identified killer flu strains
i'd felt i had to hold it as possible that yes perhaps morgellons was the next epidemic yet this time instead of killing the newly invaded host instantly this had advanced to the stage of benefiting itself by now inhabiting long term their debilitated host. disenabling the host from using physical energy instead making them use cellular energy for reproducing more & more of itself-preventing needing a new host relativly quickly once the existing one can no longer survive /so dies as they do with the bird flu etc. Prolonging it's strength, success & existance overall.
i'd then learnt about the 1918 Spanish flu in a documentary & the trenches/disturbed soil/rain conditions appearing got me thinking once more about them all being related to some extent continued when i can finish it-lots still left

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