i am just going to assume that no one is seeing/reading this so i'm writing my notes to add as i need them can't forget
Points to include of importance with regards to my research investigations/findings & suspicions!!
just quick so i remember to include 3 people influ. strain type A & lethal in aust after floods & equine flu
chemical bogs devastating potency on environment
agent orange -dioxin yrs later consequences continue to remain
military test sites -(radiation? /baldness? ,glow? -- viruses with jellyfish flourocense.)
aurora (northern lights) caused as a result of Venus solar winds/gas/contaminates/bacteria--so looked into hole ozone layer/greenhouse gas damage to allow Earth to be faced with a much greater than usual vulnerability to outer atmospherical conditions/weather/properties,etc.
if meteors/ or if possible that space craft returning from a foreign environment back to earth bringing harmful organisms, simple single-celled, ready- for-successful, immediate, adaptation on our planet which are now compatable/life enabling beings ,happy to develop, undisturbed, on our earth
nanotech gm eng
sars birdflu china hid from general public to withhold panic etc
david kelly germ warfare / chemical weapons inspector mysteriously killed after finding& learning about viral etc warfare elements
if governments covering up this? & /or did they create it/&/or did it escape their labs/leak(even if unknowingly that later actually happened in england with mad cow dis & their careless authorities/workers) & get loose into the environ?.?
All main areas affected near military test bases /sites
nitrogen/atrizineetc.. --- even too much of any good variety of nutrient/element added to soil can be damaging /dangerous/poisonous with toxic effects & so fourth
same climates in my testing regions,same crops,water, chemicals in soil etc.(may not need to require overseas transmission,- could be locally established/mutated/ then spread via local bird &/or surrounding wildlife,)
gm crops
nano pest control/human made/formed /created adaptions
new strain of bird flu/span flu - i still think they are distant related strains even if my Doc. highly doubts me on this issue , so must consider since my lungs/airway/breathing/throat etc affected badly(but slowly) that mine may be the latest mutational phase it was adapting to &fact came from birdmites which were living on BIRDS!!!(starlings)!! & my environment was contaminated(pesticides,fert,weedkiller etc)/had altered properties(flooded soil) not usually found/common in untouched nature as adapted to using nowadays-- Remembering of course mine Definately for an absolute certain fact may be a possible relative of them.even while assuming i'm insane my dr gave what i requested but informed me in this country is heavily stockpiled & i would find it very expensive $50 for 7 one time only needed dose isn't bad surely?) still gave me tamiflu & i tracked down a box i could get with my script--only problem then was i learned must be used within 28days of exposure too infection to be able to work as it should - any longer afterwards than that & the invading organism can then instead adapt a newfound immunity building mutation(like our vacc. shots.) making it resistant to not only the currently in use treatment but can also resist (any similar further ones/& or other strains aswell) to wind up helping the estabishment/over-running/invading) whole outcome benefiting only them & only risking my health further since i was two years too late to take it for effectiveness or else i still reckon had the suitable properties to have made it work for me to some degree
*** have since learnt to date 15 known identified sub'types of influenza virus compatable with humans found in birds (local&migrating ) species
soil/water create ideal environ for virus/bacteria/fungus etc
birds are now realised as just as important if not really more so because they fly out of local range as host for plague like diseases just as bad (is really worse ) as rats, bats,& other learned origins supported factors
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Sunday, January 18, 2009
still sect 3 continued here
So although nanotec. &genetically modified enginireeing aswell as chemtrails bothered me enough to require further attention -due to the fact that i was still unable to discount the fact that the surrounding environments may have altered the mites(as if i'm basing everyone got this from them as i can be certain that's how i got mine) when i consider that mites must be everywhere and yet people only get this in specific zones by the general looks of it, so a mutation requirement might explain why this doesn't freely occur all over the place was still my thinking.
So on my to do list was:-
was a check on Calif. Flor, Qld & S.a for all crops that are identical types/strains & planted in common with eachother(found at all places) such as-wheat, corn (checked cotton because this can infest it easily [only one substance that's among lots of other things]) and whatever varieties they happened to share that were the same accross the range of areas i was to check to all the places i was comparing for matching farming conditions.
my theory was to then manage to identify what chemicals were found in common to these soils spread throughout the designated land- utilised for crop growing without having to run any on site tests. once i had a list of the crops present at all, i could then go to sites on the local area based on agriculture/environment etc. to determine what chemicals/fertilizers/pesticides were used for each to see if they would also match up throughout the areas- creating the mix -& so is why begining in these places- which may be the contaminating ingredient enabling such a mutation to form with success.
that was my first suspicion so i was still seeing as important & needed a look in my mind
2nd Nanotechnology,gen.mod. chemtrails were also on the list to learn about gm & chemtrails may have some kind of possible association to my original personal theory so i desired to know more.
but first since i was going with the birdmite-birds-migration for enabling the spread(if even needed to-if created by chemicals they may just be local but found in many areas) & birds being involved somehow(from my experience) & so on - i initially wanted to check this avenue out, leading me to have typed in -birds human disease from, as my priority.
this showed me they've been identified as the species which holds (making them the carriers of, aswell) as being the actual origin of the source for, all three known base strains of human influenza.
i was concerned by this for the following reasons-
had to reconsider my ability to rule out potentially having my blood being poisoning from the bird blood in my system made me wonder if i'd directly caught some kind of human compatible(but not usually possible to encounter) strain of some disease
- but my real cause for what could be a more of a likely alert was
*my new found awareness of bird/human crossover compatibilities,
* combined with Morgellons seen by some who've studied it as holding the potential to be an epidemic,
*the fact that i learnt that a flu epidemic occurs every few yrs & was overdue
* when it occurs it is always new & more advanced than previously existing forms-ensuring no exact cure can be prepared before it hits
the fact that bird flu was a main suspect for an epidemic - though it's lingering presence suggests it will not be in this particular h5n1 but a further adapted variation again still (how i gather it to work that is).
& the fact that i definately got mine with birds being a significant factor that allowed for this to have had occured was getting me thinking about the possibility that Morgellons may be the next(& already overdue) epidemic. I couldn't discount this when i assessed my immediate impacts from received symptoms/badly affected areas (sinuse;throat;ears;lungs;chest) as the areas of choice to attack with the previously identified killer flu strains i'd felt i had to hold it as possible
that yes perhaps morgellons was the next epidemic yet this time instead of killing the newly invaded host instantly this had advanced to the stage of benefiting itself by now inhabiting long term their debilitated host. disenabling the host from using physical energy instead making them use cellular energy for reproducing more & more of itself-preventing needing a new host relativly quickly once the existing one can no longer survive /so dies as they do with the bird flu etc.Prolonging it's strength,success & existance overall.
i'd then learnt about the 1918 Spanish flu in a documentary & the trenches/disturbed soil/rain conditions appearing got me thinking once more about them all being related to some extent
continued when i can finish it-lots still left
So on my to do list was:-
was a check on Calif. Flor, Qld & S.a for all crops that are identical types/strains & planted in common with eachother(found at all places) such as-wheat, corn (checked cotton because this can infest it easily [only one substance that's among lots of other things]) and whatever varieties they happened to share that were the same accross the range of areas i was to check to all the places i was comparing for matching farming conditions.
my theory was to then manage to identify what chemicals were found in common to these soils spread throughout the designated land- utilised for crop growing without having to run any on site tests. once i had a list of the crops present at all, i could then go to sites on the local area based on agriculture/environment etc. to determine what chemicals/fertilizers/pesticides were used for each to see if they would also match up throughout the areas- creating the mix -& so is why begining in these places- which may be the contaminating ingredient enabling such a mutation to form with success.
that was my first suspicion so i was still seeing as important & needed a look in my mind
2nd Nanotechnology,gen.mod. chemtrails were also on the list to learn about gm & chemtrails may have some kind of possible association to my original personal theory so i desired to know more.
but first since i was going with the birdmite-birds-migration for enabling the spread(if even needed to-if created by chemicals they may just be local but found in many areas) & birds being involved somehow(from my experience) & so on - i initially wanted to check this avenue out, leading me to have typed in -birds human disease from, as my priority.
this showed me they've been identified as the species which holds (making them the carriers of, aswell) as being the actual origin of the source for, all three known base strains of human influenza.
i was concerned by this for the following reasons-
had to reconsider my ability to rule out potentially having my blood being poisoning from the bird blood in my system made me wonder if i'd directly caught some kind of human compatible(but not usually possible to encounter) strain of some disease
- but my real cause for what could be a more of a likely alert was
*my new found awareness of bird/human crossover compatibilities,
* combined with Morgellons seen by some who've studied it as holding the potential to be an epidemic,
*the fact that i learnt that a flu epidemic occurs every few yrs & was overdue
* when it occurs it is always new & more advanced than previously existing forms-ensuring no exact cure can be prepared before it hits
the fact that bird flu was a main suspect for an epidemic - though it's lingering presence suggests it will not be in this particular h5n1 but a further adapted variation again still (how i gather it to work that is).
& the fact that i definately got mine with birds being a significant factor that allowed for this to have had occured was getting me thinking about the possibility that Morgellons may be the next(& already overdue) epidemic. I couldn't discount this when i assessed my immediate impacts from received symptoms/badly affected areas (sinuse;throat;ears;lungs;chest) as the areas of choice to attack with the previously identified killer flu strains i'd felt i had to hold it as possible
that yes perhaps morgellons was the next epidemic yet this time instead of killing the newly invaded host instantly this had advanced to the stage of benefiting itself by now inhabiting long term their debilitated host. disenabling the host from using physical energy instead making them use cellular energy for reproducing more & more of itself-preventing needing a new host relativly quickly once the existing one can no longer survive /so dies as they do with the bird flu etc.Prolonging it's strength,success & existance overall.
i'd then learnt about the 1918 Spanish flu in a documentary & the trenches/disturbed soil/rain conditions appearing got me thinking once more about them all being related to some extent
continued when i can finish it-lots still left
Saturday, January 17, 2009
still going with sct.3
So although nanotec. &genetically modified enginireeing aswell as chemtrails bothered me enough to require further attention -due to the fact that i was still unable to discount the fact that the surrounding environments may have altered the mites(as if i'm basing everyone got this from them as i can be certain that's how i got mine) when i consider that mites must be everywhere and yet people only get this in specific zones by the general looks of it, so a mutation requirement might explain why this doesn't freely occur all over the place was still my thinking.So on my to do list was:-was a check on Calif. Flor, Qld & S.a for all crops that are identical types/strains & planted in common with eachother(found at all places) such as-wheat, corn (checked cotton because this can infest it easily [only one substance that's among lots of other things]) and whatever varieties they happened to share that were the same accross the range of areas i was to check to all the places i was comparing for matching farming conditions.my theory was to then manage to identify what chemicals were found in common to these soils spread throughout the designated land- utilised for crop growing without having to run any on site tests. once i had a list of the crops present at all, i could then go to sites on the local area based on agriculture/environment etc. to determine what chemicals/fertilizers/pesticides were used for each to see if they would also match up throughout the areas- creating the mix -& so is why begining in these places- which may be the contaminating ingredient enabling such a mutation to form with success. that was my first suspicion so i was still seeing as important & needed a look in my mind2nd Nanotechnology,gen.mod. chemtrails were also on the list to learn about gm & chemtrails may have some kind of possible association to my original personal theory so i desired to know more.but first since i was going with the birdmite-birds-migration for enabling the spread(if even needed to-if created by chemicals they may just be local but found in many areas) & birds being involved somehow(from my experience) & so on - i initially wanted to check this avenue out, leading me to have typed in -birds human disease from, as my priority.this showed me they've been identified as the species which holds (making them the carriers of, aswell) as being the actual origin of the source for, all three known base strains of human influenza.i was concerned by this for the following reasons-had to reconsider my ability to rule out potentially having my blood being poisoning from the bird blood in my system made me wonder if i'd directly caught some kind of human compatible(but not usually possible to encounter) strain of some disease- but my real cause for what could be a more of a likely alert was*my new found awareness of bird/human crossover compatibilities,* combined with Morgellons seen by some who've studied it as holding the potential to be an epidemic,*the fact that i learnt that a flu epidemic occurs every few yrs & was overdue* when it occurs it is always new & more advanced than previously existing forms-ensuring no exact cure can be prepared before it hitsthe fact that bird flu was a main suspect for an epidemic - though it's lingering presence suggests it will not be in this particular h5n1 but a further adapted variation again still (how i gather it to work that is).& the fact that i definately got mine with birds being a significant factor that allowed for this to have had occured was getting me thinking about the possibility that Morgellons may be the next(& already overdue) epidemic. I couldn't discount this when i assessed my immediate impacts from received symptoms/badly affected areas (sinuse;throat;ears;lungs;chest) as the areas of choice to attack with the previously identified killer flu strains i'd felt i had to hold it as possiblethat yes perhaps morgellons was the next epidemic yet this time instead of killing the newly invaded host instantly this had advanced to the stage of benefiting itself by now inhabiting long term their debilitated host. disenabling the host from using physical energy instead making them use cellular energy for reproducing more & more of itself-preventing needing a new host relativly quickly once the existing one can no longer survive /so dies as they do with the bird flu etc.Prolonging it's strength,success & existance overall.i'd then learnt about the 1918 Spanish flu in a documentary & the trenches/disturbed soil/rain conditions appearing got me thinking once more about them all being related to some extentcontinued when i can finish it-lots still left
SECTION 3 CONT...
After confirming migration to be the likely source for it having spread(if it needs to-meaning not created in the existing surrounding environment, since it was inflicted by mites) I was off again to go in search of a Dr who would listen. This time it was very different from the first(1st time as i said before i took notes-handed them to her saying can you please read this because it is what i've had for nearly 2yrs now,& had stayed silent due to thinking i was the only one it was happening to because it all seemed so impossibly ridiculous,but i've got to tell people now that i know there are others because i am certain it is from bird mites but no one else seems to even have a clue about the cause-then once she started reading it i cried uncontrollably just from the actual relief of finally being able to speak about my nightmare) I approached this so defeated already, initially i began by just pleading with him not to jump in telling me i'm crazy & please listen properly to what i really need to try to get through to people.Again i go on about the birdmite bites & have the chance to tell about the garden soil/water/chemical contaminaints etc. & how i (without being able to run tests obviously)suspect it may alter the mites properties to some degree which aids in this all being possible.Also of the fact bird migration seemed likely followed a distant 2nd by planes.It was here that he also thought i was mad (mid 06 we're in now)because after going through science topics i declared to him that nature provides all cures to all illness in the form of plants & that i agree herbal remedies are intelligent healing methods which are better for us & that you don't see each species of animal running around with their own drs because they use nature & their living environment to their benefit & that if something hasn't got a cure it's only because we haven't found it yet(okay so maybe a little nutty sounding but scine twice backed me up later on)He was great! Don't get me wrong-he thinks i'm crazy- told me so & labelled me as delusional parist..whatever the term is- but the difference between the two ways the doctors did this is that he would at least politely tell me so(after hearing me), along with offering any help that i would request(because he had no suggestions for me) & he gave me blood tests and tried to look up close(no microscope though!so no chance) & didn't tell me find someone else so i can respect that.So knowing i had the chance of help but that i had to know what help i needed 1st- i went to research further.Here was what i learned from birds:-(from the things gathered so far 2 things had stil bothered me the cause which had sparked my concern was not-not seeing the mites they were small enough to get away with-i was drawn to the fact that A( others had flooded soil in their gardens with contamianints) B)chemtrails were circling the whole pesticides/ fertilizer thing i was already focused towards
still knowing about mites i went off to type in human diseases (because i'd told my dr i'd prove to him i'm not crazy even though i might sound that way!) So while waiting for the blood test results, i 1st checked into:- human diseases from birds & immediately not only mentioned as possible future epidemics but for other vital reasons the H5N1 bird flu came up.I had then learned:
*All 3 strains, of the types of human influenza originate from birds (especially water birds)
to e very quick links 2 1918 span flu & so on thanks to trenches that i can't detail i learntcouln't identify certain strain thanksto gene sequencing that takes yrs i asked 4 tamiflu long story have to type whilr i'm able seemed sim,iliar -think distant cousin can't prove without lab confirmation but since epedemicoverdue i think this matches it won't bebird flu this is so much smarter by making the host live& therefore rproduce itself more efficintly.think span flu relative because symptoms are the same as mine but quicker & Most imporotanrly trenches were dug for the war disturbing previously existing organisms which were flooded - so i gather not only do i feel it's bird related but also trench/soil/chemical related yet again(can't to this day confirm dismiss anything since no lab) still can't finish this with links i've made-very frustrating impossible personh i'm living withbut will when i possiblycan
Friday, January 16, 2009
SECTION 3 CONT...
sect 3 cont. .
After confirming migration to be the likely source for it having spread(if it needs to-meaning not created in the existing surrounding environment, since it was inflicted by mites) I was off again to go in search of a Dr who would listen. This time it was very different from the first(1st time as i said before i took notes-handed them to her saying can you please read this because it is what i've had for nearly 2yrs now,& had stayed silent due to thinking i was the only one it was happening to because it all seemed so impossibly ridiculous,but i've got to tell people now that i know there are others because i am certain it is from bird mites but no one else seems to even have a clue about the cause-then once she started reading it i cried uncontrollably just from the actual relief of finally being able to speak about my nightmare) I approached this so defeated already, initially i began by just pleading with him not to jump in telling me i'm crazy & please listen properly to what i really need to try to get through to people.
Again i go on about the birdmite bites & have the chance to tell about the garden soil/water/chemical contaminaints etc. & how i (without being able to run tests obviously)suspect it may alter the mites properties to some degree which aids in this all being possible.Also of the fact bird migration seemed likely followed a distant 2nd by planes.It was here that he also thought i was mad (mid 06 we're in now)because after going through science topics i declared to him that nature provides all cures to all illness in the form of plants & that i agree herbal remedies are intelligent healing methods which are better for us & that you don't see each species of animal running around with their own drs because they use nature & their living environment to their benefit & that if something hasn't got a cure it's only because we haven't found it yet(okay so maybe a little nutty sounding but scine twice backed me up later on)He was great! Don't get me wrong-he thinks i'm crazy- told me so & labelled me as delusional parist..whatever the term is- but the difference between the two ways the doctors did this is that he would at least politely tell me so(after hearing me), along with offering any help that i would request(because he had no suggestions for me) & he gave me blood tests and tried to look up close(no microscope though!so no chance) & didn't tell me find someone else so i can respect that.
So knowing i had the chance of help but that i had to know what help i needed 1st- i went to research further.Here was what i learned from birds:-(from the things gathered so far 2 things had still bothered me the cause which had sparked my concern was not-not seeing the mites they were small enough to get away with-i was drawn to the fact that A( others had flooded soil in their gardens with contaminants) B)chemtrails were circling the whole pesticides/ fertilizer thing i was already focused towards still knowing about mites i went off to type in human diseases (because i'd told my dr i'd prove to him i'm not crazy even though i might sound that way!)
So while waiting for the blood test results, i 1st checked into:- human diseases from birds & immediately not only mentioned as possible future epidemics but for other vital reasons the H5N1 bird flu came up.I had then learned:*All 3 strains, of the types of human influenza originate from birds (especially water birds)
to be very quick links to 1918 spanish flu & so on thanks to trenches that i can't detail i learnt couldn't identify certain strain thanks to gene sequencing that takes yrs,- i asked 4 tamiflu, long story have to type while i'm able, seemed similiar -think distant cousin can't prove without lab confirmation but since epidemic overdue i think this matches it won't bebird flu this is so much smarter by making the host live& therefore reproduce itself more efficiently.think span flu relative because symptoms are the same as mine but quicker & Most importantly trenches were dug for the war disturbing previously existing organisms which were flooded - so i gather not only do i feel it's bird related but also trench/soil/chemical related yet again(can't to this day confirm dismiss anything since no lab) still can't finish this with links i've made-very frustrating impossible person i'm living with but will when i possibly can
after (Good,Respectable) Dr appointment:-
So although nanotechnology & genetically modified engineering -aswell as chemtrails, bothered me enough to require further attention -due to the fact that i was still unable to discount the fact that the surrounding environments may have altered the mites(as if i'm basing everyone got this from them as i can be certain that's how i got mine) when i consider that mites must be everywhere and yet people only get this in specific zones by the general looks of it, so a mutation requirement might explain why this doesn't freely occur all over the place was still my thinking. i am still wondering without confirmation ability if farms breed/grow/establish/create/give birth to this? it seems likely to me (perhaps very likely!!)
So on my to do list was:-
was a check on Calif.,Texas, Flor, Qld & S.A for all crops that are identical types/strains & planted in common with eachother(found at all places) such as-wheat, corn (checked cotton because this can infest it easily [only one substance that's among lots of other things]) and whatever varieties they all happened to share that were the same accross the range of areas i was to check to all the places i was comparing for matching farming conditions.
my theory was to then manage to identify what chemicals were found in common to these soils spread throughout the designated land- utilised for crop growing without having to run any on site tests. once i had a list of the crops present at all, i could then go to sites on the local area based on agriculture/livestock/environment etc. to determine what chemicals/fertilizers/pesticides were used for each to see if they would also match up throughout the areas- creating the delicate cocktail mix -& so is why begining in these places- which may be the contaminating ingredient enabling such a mutation to form with success. that was my first suspicion so i was still seeing as important & needed a look in my mind
2nd Nanotechnology,gen.modified engineering, chemtrails were also on the list to learn about gm & chemtrails may have some kind of possible association to my original personal theory so i desired to know more.
but first since i was going with the birdmite-birds-migration for enabling the spread(if even needed to-if created by chemicals they may just be local but found in many areas) & birds being involved somehow(from my experience) & so on - i initially wanted to check this avenue out, leading me to have typed in -birds human disease from, as my priority.this showed me they've been identified as the species which holds (making them the carriers of, aswell) as being the actual origin of the source for, all three known base strains of human influenza.
i was concerned by this for the following reasons-had to reconsider my ability to rule out potentially having my blood being poisoning from the bird blood in my system made me wonder if i'd directly caught some kind of human compatible(but not usually possible to encounter) strain of some disease- but my real cause for what could be a more of a likely alert was*my new found awareness of bird/human crossover compatibilities,* combined with Morgellons seen by some who've studied it as holding the potential to be an epidemic,*the fact that i learnt that a flu epidemic occurs every few yrs & was overdue* when it occurs it is always new & more advanced than previously existing forms-ensuring no exact cure can be prepared before it hits the fact that bird flu was a main suspect for an epidemic - though it's lingering presence suggests it will not be in this particular h5n1 but a further adapted variation again still (how i gather it to work that is).& the fact that i definately got mine with birds being a significant factor that allowed for this to have had occured was getting me thinking about the possibility that Morgellons may be the next(& already overdue) epidemic. I couldn't discount this when i assessed my immediate impacts from received symptoms/badly affected areas (sinuses;throat;ears;lungs;chest) as the areas of choice to attack with the previously identified killer flu strains
i'd felt i had to hold it as possible that yes perhaps morgellons was the next epidemic yet this time instead of killing the newly invaded host instantly this had advanced to the stage of benefiting itself by now inhabiting long term their debilitated host. disenabling the host from using physical energy instead making them use cellular energy for reproducing more & more of itself-preventing needing a new host relativly quickly once the existing one can no longer survive /so dies as they do with the bird flu etc. Prolonging it's strength, success & existance overall.
i'd then learnt about the 1918 Spanish flu in a documentary & the trenches/disturbed soil/rain conditions appearing got me thinking once more about them all being related to some extent continued when i can finish it-lots still left
After confirming migration to be the likely source for it having spread(if it needs to-meaning not created in the existing surrounding environment, since it was inflicted by mites) I was off again to go in search of a Dr who would listen. This time it was very different from the first(1st time as i said before i took notes-handed them to her saying can you please read this because it is what i've had for nearly 2yrs now,& had stayed silent due to thinking i was the only one it was happening to because it all seemed so impossibly ridiculous,but i've got to tell people now that i know there are others because i am certain it is from bird mites but no one else seems to even have a clue about the cause-then once she started reading it i cried uncontrollably just from the actual relief of finally being able to speak about my nightmare) I approached this so defeated already, initially i began by just pleading with him not to jump in telling me i'm crazy & please listen properly to what i really need to try to get through to people.
Again i go on about the birdmite bites & have the chance to tell about the garden soil/water/chemical contaminaints etc. & how i (without being able to run tests obviously)suspect it may alter the mites properties to some degree which aids in this all being possible.Also of the fact bird migration seemed likely followed a distant 2nd by planes.It was here that he also thought i was mad (mid 06 we're in now)because after going through science topics i declared to him that nature provides all cures to all illness in the form of plants & that i agree herbal remedies are intelligent healing methods which are better for us & that you don't see each species of animal running around with their own drs because they use nature & their living environment to their benefit & that if something hasn't got a cure it's only because we haven't found it yet(okay so maybe a little nutty sounding but scine twice backed me up later on)He was great! Don't get me wrong-he thinks i'm crazy- told me so & labelled me as delusional parist..whatever the term is- but the difference between the two ways the doctors did this is that he would at least politely tell me so(after hearing me), along with offering any help that i would request(because he had no suggestions for me) & he gave me blood tests and tried to look up close(no microscope though!so no chance) & didn't tell me find someone else so i can respect that.
So knowing i had the chance of help but that i had to know what help i needed 1st- i went to research further.Here was what i learned from birds:-(from the things gathered so far 2 things had still bothered me the cause which had sparked my concern was not-not seeing the mites they were small enough to get away with-i was drawn to the fact that A( others had flooded soil in their gardens with contaminants) B)chemtrails were circling the whole pesticides/ fertilizer thing i was already focused towards still knowing about mites i went off to type in human diseases (because i'd told my dr i'd prove to him i'm not crazy even though i might sound that way!)
So while waiting for the blood test results, i 1st checked into:- human diseases from birds & immediately not only mentioned as possible future epidemics but for other vital reasons the H5N1 bird flu came up.I had then learned:*All 3 strains, of the types of human influenza originate from birds (especially water birds)
to be very quick links to 1918 spanish flu & so on thanks to trenches that i can't detail i learnt couldn't identify certain strain thanks to gene sequencing that takes yrs,- i asked 4 tamiflu, long story have to type while i'm able, seemed similiar -think distant cousin can't prove without lab confirmation but since epidemic overdue i think this matches it won't bebird flu this is so much smarter by making the host live& therefore reproduce itself more efficiently.think span flu relative because symptoms are the same as mine but quicker & Most importantly trenches were dug for the war disturbing previously existing organisms which were flooded - so i gather not only do i feel it's bird related but also trench/soil/chemical related yet again(can't to this day confirm dismiss anything since no lab) still can't finish this with links i've made-very frustrating impossible person i'm living with but will when i possibly can
after (Good,Respectable) Dr appointment:-
So although nanotechnology & genetically modified engineering -aswell as chemtrails, bothered me enough to require further attention -due to the fact that i was still unable to discount the fact that the surrounding environments may have altered the mites(as if i'm basing everyone got this from them as i can be certain that's how i got mine) when i consider that mites must be everywhere and yet people only get this in specific zones by the general looks of it, so a mutation requirement might explain why this doesn't freely occur all over the place was still my thinking. i am still wondering without confirmation ability if farms breed/grow/establish/create/give birth to this? it seems likely to me (perhaps very likely!!)
So on my to do list was:-
was a check on Calif.,Texas, Flor, Qld & S.A for all crops that are identical types/strains & planted in common with eachother(found at all places) such as-wheat, corn (checked cotton because this can infest it easily [only one substance that's among lots of other things]) and whatever varieties they all happened to share that were the same accross the range of areas i was to check to all the places i was comparing for matching farming conditions.
my theory was to then manage to identify what chemicals were found in common to these soils spread throughout the designated land- utilised for crop growing without having to run any on site tests. once i had a list of the crops present at all, i could then go to sites on the local area based on agriculture/livestock/environment etc. to determine what chemicals/fertilizers/pesticides were used for each to see if they would also match up throughout the areas- creating the delicate cocktail mix -& so is why begining in these places- which may be the contaminating ingredient enabling such a mutation to form with success. that was my first suspicion so i was still seeing as important & needed a look in my mind
2nd Nanotechnology,gen.modified engineering, chemtrails were also on the list to learn about gm & chemtrails may have some kind of possible association to my original personal theory so i desired to know more.
but first since i was going with the birdmite-birds-migration for enabling the spread(if even needed to-if created by chemicals they may just be local but found in many areas) & birds being involved somehow(from my experience) & so on - i initially wanted to check this avenue out, leading me to have typed in -birds human disease from, as my priority.this showed me they've been identified as the species which holds (making them the carriers of, aswell) as being the actual origin of the source for, all three known base strains of human influenza.
i was concerned by this for the following reasons-had to reconsider my ability to rule out potentially having my blood being poisoning from the bird blood in my system made me wonder if i'd directly caught some kind of human compatible(but not usually possible to encounter) strain of some disease- but my real cause for what could be a more of a likely alert was*my new found awareness of bird/human crossover compatibilities,* combined with Morgellons seen by some who've studied it as holding the potential to be an epidemic,*the fact that i learnt that a flu epidemic occurs every few yrs & was overdue* when it occurs it is always new & more advanced than previously existing forms-ensuring no exact cure can be prepared before it hits the fact that bird flu was a main suspect for an epidemic - though it's lingering presence suggests it will not be in this particular h5n1 but a further adapted variation again still (how i gather it to work that is).& the fact that i definately got mine with birds being a significant factor that allowed for this to have had occured was getting me thinking about the possibility that Morgellons may be the next(& already overdue) epidemic. I couldn't discount this when i assessed my immediate impacts from received symptoms/badly affected areas (sinuses;throat;ears;lungs;chest) as the areas of choice to attack with the previously identified killer flu strains
i'd felt i had to hold it as possible that yes perhaps morgellons was the next epidemic yet this time instead of killing the newly invaded host instantly this had advanced to the stage of benefiting itself by now inhabiting long term their debilitated host. disenabling the host from using physical energy instead making them use cellular energy for reproducing more & more of itself-preventing needing a new host relativly quickly once the existing one can no longer survive /so dies as they do with the bird flu etc. Prolonging it's strength, success & existance overall.
i'd then learnt about the 1918 Spanish flu in a documentary & the trenches/disturbed soil/rain conditions appearing got me thinking once more about them all being related to some extent continued when i can finish it-lots still left
Saturday, January 10, 2009
SECTION THREE
After this event i didn't know where i could turn.My frustration of thinking i was the only one enduring such madness, which had then turned into much appreciated relief upon learning there were others like me -soon made a turn to urgent desperation, now that i had, had my two tastes of how i would be received by the very medical community that we are expected to reach out to for help when we are in need -having then yet alternativly have them react with the refusal of help & leaving me with no doctor at all, just with the instructions to seek a new one, making me more than just a little concerned about who i could tell that would believe me so research into this can commence straight away.What i had already personally theorised as being the entire factors within which added up to the cause that manifestered into the strangeness before awareness of others was established had been this:-I considered it to be a mixture of the co-insiding elements present at the time that i was bitten.I had figured this was produced from a blend of a) having glandular fever in my system b) having a comprimised immunity, c) the soil (which contains many types of live bacteria etc.) when upon being flooded, had allowed for all of the existing contaminaints that had previously settled (such as the pesticides, fertilizers, weed killer & so fourth) to be brought to the surface - creating a pool, filled with not clean, but polluted water, that is containing this entire toxic concocgtion. On top of the usual living bacteria/viruses /other organisms, and the remaining types regular build ups - which are the general contents that make up the normal properties found within soil. So that when - d) the birds had bathed i this, had ended up aiding the mites in achieving an adaptive mutation via these unusual variances not found in their natural occupied environment.I assumed that i must have gotten blood poisoning from both *the infection caused by the bird mites themselves, aswell as * the Starlings blood (already inside the mites from consumption) had been distributed throughout my bloodstream from getting bitten all over, circulating to all my vital organs, eventually succeeding in taking my assigned cellular functions hostage & manipulating them to instead focus on reproducing this invader by the masses because my body was unable to present any resistance since it was already busy defending my body while also attacking the glandular fever which had been dominating my system for some time already leading up to this event.I had assumed that when experienced simultaneously, all of the above had then given the bird mites this destructive ability whereby the bites from them were empowered to have caused my intense pain,debilitation,fatigue -also accompanied by so many other terrible reactions i had begun experiencing uncontrollably like my hair dropping out & the deformity my body has suffered from the internal sewing up of my hair etc..Now having learnt of others, straight away without any hestitaion, i could cancel out Glandular fever as being a required contributing factor for this to be initiated- that was simple- no way would everyone have had this when bitten obviously so it was eliminated without further consideration in my mind .So next, my only idea (now that i realised the extent of the problem, being that it wasn't a nearly impossible condition to create - as had been shown by the multiple recipients of these baffling symptoms & the widespread affected areas where this had been recorded - which is what i had 1st rationalised to myself as how such a thing could even manage to be happening to me) -was to simply resort to typing in - cure/help for morgellons, on the net to see if i could find anything recommended to help treat myself with, that others may have been using to ease their bodies.When this heading was typed, it recovered a site filled with suggestions based on remedies people with this, had trialled - stating which worked, which didn't, aswell as their own recollections of when this had originally happened to them.
Obviously with no cure available,- before i did anything else, i went ahead and did what i was also there needing to do- which was try & find a Doctor who would hear me out & give me (or at least help me find) any useful ways to lessen the destruction my body was battling. Aware of Drs existing in the USA who accept the reality surrounding this infliction, i had posted a question asking if there were any Australians out there reading this who knew of any doctors, who had been of any help. Again the foolish naivity of mine maintained hope that surely it wouldn't be too hard to get through to a person who works in this field, if i could find one who would not immediately judge everything without waiting for any of the facts- if there was someone who would just give me a fair & unbiast chance -by way of simply listening carefully & taking seriously what i had to reveal to them.
i then decided to briefly look into the personal experiences which had been posted on this same site (i only did this on the one site) to check for any similarities to my circumstances, in them & to see if anyone at all had a clue that bird mites did this just like i had been positivly able to conclude.I informed them that i without question got mine from birdmites but also mentioned (just as i've also made sure you know about ) how there was a flooded garden & the soils' contaminants, & how this was caused by water bursting out of a main stormwater pipe that runs through it which had been broken recently from the tree stump removal.I established that -* no-one saw any bird mites/nor knew of being bitten by them* there had been more than one instance with a newly ruptured pipe causing flooded soil in other individuals gardens, at the corresponding time of bites first appearing for them *& that others suspected chemtrails being sprayed on crops, aswell as nanotechnology to be major suspects .With this, from here i :-Should say first that i will later find myself doing this Needlessly, but at the time my concern for humans was indeed great enough to feel obligated to act -so my research began- i felt i had to check to be sure of anything & everything & then try & manage to develop a complete layout of all the components that are essential contributors to the cause of this illness being made possible.So i sifted through alternatives i thought could have mutated the mites.I had not yet learned that they already possess this ability on their own. I'll elaborate on them towards the end -i am including details, in the same order, that i had gained the knowledge in along the way.
This may confuse you but here goes.
Since this is seemingly extremely rare in Australia(personally i have only tracked down 1 on a forum in Qld & one on a radio show Rense i think it was called from Vic & me from Sa-3 of us but varied enough & situated importantly enough to say a few things to me {mentioned along with what i considered as relevance later in section}) Rather than be left made to feel even more confused & isolated by living in a country where this is not only a rare occurance-but also is obviously very distant to where the country is which harbours the majority of case numbers aswell as the 1st reported/recorded case, i had instead felt, i saw an opportunity for confirmation -as i applied all the issues of my own personal experience which bothered me still -not just for whether or not scientifically able to be part of the equation but i decided to also look if present at each of these countries' different locations aswell,based on the fact that australians are the minority group of sufferers & halfway across the world in distance from America(also it having such great numbers in comparison to here )surely to some degree should mean which when based on the fact i can't access any labs for testing, seemed like a decent enough method for separating the useful bits of my research, from the found to be irrelevant ones, as a personal guide -then of course, once all found matters of concern, were established, they could be investigated in depth easily -thanks to the internets infinate knowledge on everything,being contained within easy access making this possible to do without too much drama.
As stated earlier why i had developed it, the method i chose to use for the purpose of determining any point of reference was to check if each factor i was considering as being -in any possible way, able to contribute some kind( -regardless of how little the chance may have actually been), of type of input towards the cause, to see if it had been common to all of the areas reported to be mainly affected within the USA (California & Florida certainly were used for comparison in this process as important ones for me to refer to based on having read that they are problem areas in my initial brief overlook) & if i'd found them to be present in those areas i would then move on to checking out Australias' 3 only known affected states(at least to me that is all i know of, so it's certainly the minimum amount anyway & just enough to have ensured they suit the purpose of my needs) & compare those few & far between, uncommonly affected areas, for the same "link" i was researching at that moment- which had passed so far by being connected to those American regions with the high case numbers. so if the matter of interest could also be found in the 3 Aust. locations (will note that i had allowed for some factors to be seen only in qld{& the USA of course) that i would still classify as noteworthy regardless, egs would have been types of crops,flooding,whereabouts of pesticide usage if i had not managed to find proof of use in Sa & Vic {which didn't end up being an issue anyway} since considering that even though something may be traced as only origin of use was Qld it was still probable that the runoff effect of the rivers which flow southbound until reaching[& bringing with it whatever organisms/substances it contained] that it could still end up in the other 2 states-whose water is supplied from the same river which begins in Queensland{a state renowned for floods,extreme weather conditions,that is also home to a large amount of this countries crops,livestock farms are everywhere-will put here that about 4yrs ago several thousand chickens had to be immediatly destroyed.the cull was ordered due to a fatal unidentifiable illness which was spreading amongst them all rapidly-the government also ordered everything to be burned in massive bon fires,then steralised & re-tested to ensure the environment was clean free of any kinds of disease.}
So back to my point again -being that it's one thing to find all factors to be present in America-since it seemingly began there & has the biggest amount of cases but when Australias isolated rare incidences also hold a direct match to them,it works as the extra backup for me which tops it all off. so what i'd concluded was compare to both regions 1st America to check if existed there,then would check Australia-
Then if i had been successful in matching those ones aswell, i would rate it as a factor worth proper investigating -Sadly , & unfortunatly for me though investigating the specifics of this is something that of course is of the nature that requires a laboratory while being done by those in the field who can access the resources & possess the ability to carry out the ideal tests, which then would ultimately be able to establish in conclusion with accompaning necessary evidence whether or not significance applies in terms of each individual item of issue on the agenda.(which is why,later on after i checked up on everything properly i had ended up sending my findings via email to people who i considered potentially helpful if with maybe even the slightest i could get them to believe me{i would write the details in depth so they could fully comprehend my assessment & review the proof i showed}that was close to 2 years ago now so i think it's safe to say not one of the people associated in any way of potential use who i'd expressed my concerns to took me seriously! )
The part where i began to focus my initial attentions logically had been towards what was on the list of suspects i could narrow down as likely to be cause for possible transmission, having recalled from when i'd found morgellons was inflicted on others apart from only me as i'd asssumed, & so had read their overall outlay of the condition, which acknowledged that no scientist/researcher had as yet encountered an agent reponsible for the disease no matter how much they'd tried,so therefore remaining unattainable until then, is also the common source of transmission-it had (nor could) not even be established without the other factor being known to them first .Again for me-it was just as easy as basing it on my own personal encounter which had been such a dramatic experience since there where overwhelming numbers of birdmites-unlike the researches-having the reasons being that where for them as yet no organism has been isolated as the responsible agent which could then be correctly identified for absolute certainty that it was indeed the one of interest they'd been looking for - i had my biting experience to show for certain the birdmites were to blame so theres the agent uncovered, which meant that next -as for being the answer for it's transmission also was then quite obvious to me.
1st Bird Migration was top of my list as a possible route of overseas transmission. I could already tell this effortlessly, thanks to my mites- from birds- which fly huge distances etc...showing that clearly, it didn't need planes which i'd also been regarding as likely, yet i still held them as another important resource which i'd first thought to be an intelligent assumption to make as having close to being equal probability for spreading this as migration itself did- i changed my view on this very quickly, i personally found it easily able to be dropped off the major concern as possibility options -as i found a simple test to apply to my circumstances. i reconsidered the high importance of planes down to just another potential contributor(i learned it was not a massive player in this )which may assist towards the spread over regions(still seem capable to transmitt this but not needed to /or the main way as i'd been wondering about).
this was simply what
I'd concluded by noting:- a) having learnt about majority of victims in America, b)yet found other sufferers here in Australia in 3 seperate states - NONE of which were in New South Wales- the state where the nations busiest/largest airport is situated - & is our countries' main international gateway- so if it had bypassed this entire area successfully it wasn't specialising in spreading itself via humans travelling on planes(or at least not just strictly limited to using this method exclusivly) they already had an alternative means for this. c) & since they were bird mites that did this to me & birds migrate seasonally over incredible distances then it more then stands to reason that migration was the enabler for endless cases to develop worldwide(or at best-instead of worldwide-be contained to only where the particular species that carry the mites, migrate to) so i went & learned various information based around this topic-since i was now satisfied of this as the transmission route taken most commonly by these mites (that carried this conditions enabling properties already within them) & that it was a great deal more efficient than plane travel so, though not disregarding planes/luggage impact, i still felt safe if i left it there without going further into it.Which took me back in the direction where i was going to begin migration research when i'd then learned a disturbingly scary fact about birds & there link with humans.
What i've learned about birds is:-
After this event i didn't know where i could turn.My frustration of thinking i was the only one enduring such madness, which had then turned into much appreciated relief upon learning there were others like me -soon made a turn to urgent desperation, now that i had, had my two tastes of how i would be received by the very medical community that we are expected to reach out to for help when we are in need -having then yet alternativly have them react with the refusal of help & leaving me with no doctor at all, just with the instructions to seek a new one, making me more than just a little concerned about who i could tell that would believe me so research into this can commence straight away.What i had already personally theorised as being the entire factors within which added up to the cause that manifestered into the strangeness before awareness of others was established had been this:-I considered it to be a mixture of the co-insiding elements present at the time that i was bitten.I had figured this was produced from a blend of a) having glandular fever in my system b) having a comprimised immunity, c) the soil (which contains many types of live bacteria etc.) when upon being flooded, had allowed for all of the existing contaminaints that had previously settled (such as the pesticides, fertilizers, weed killer & so fourth) to be brought to the surface - creating a pool, filled with not clean, but polluted water, that is containing this entire toxic concocgtion. On top of the usual living bacteria/viruses /other organisms, and the remaining types regular build ups - which are the general contents that make up the normal properties found within soil. So that when - d) the birds had bathed i this, had ended up aiding the mites in achieving an adaptive mutation via these unusual variances not found in their natural occupied environment.I assumed that i must have gotten blood poisoning from both *the infection caused by the bird mites themselves, aswell as * the Starlings blood (already inside the mites from consumption) had been distributed throughout my bloodstream from getting bitten all over, circulating to all my vital organs, eventually succeeding in taking my assigned cellular functions hostage & manipulating them to instead focus on reproducing this invader by the masses because my body was unable to present any resistance since it was already busy defending my body while also attacking the glandular fever which had been dominating my system for some time already leading up to this event.I had assumed that when experienced simultaneously, all of the above had then given the bird mites this destructive ability whereby the bites from them were empowered to have caused my intense pain,debilitation,fatigue -also accompanied by so many other terrible reactions i had begun experiencing uncontrollably like my hair dropping out & the deformity my body has suffered from the internal sewing up of my hair etc..Now having learnt of others, straight away without any hestitaion, i could cancel out Glandular fever as being a required contributing factor for this to be initiated- that was simple- no way would everyone have had this when bitten obviously so it was eliminated without further consideration in my mind .So next, my only idea (now that i realised the extent of the problem, being that it wasn't a nearly impossible condition to create - as had been shown by the multiple recipients of these baffling symptoms & the widespread affected areas where this had been recorded - which is what i had 1st rationalised to myself as how such a thing could even manage to be happening to me) -was to simply resort to typing in - cure/help for morgellons, on the net to see if i could find anything recommended to help treat myself with, that others may have been using to ease their bodies.When this heading was typed, it recovered a site filled with suggestions based on remedies people with this, had trialled - stating which worked, which didn't, aswell as their own recollections of when this had originally happened to them.
Obviously with no cure available,- before i did anything else, i went ahead and did what i was also there needing to do- which was try & find a Doctor who would hear me out & give me (or at least help me find) any useful ways to lessen the destruction my body was battling. Aware of Drs existing in the USA who accept the reality surrounding this infliction, i had posted a question asking if there were any Australians out there reading this who knew of any doctors, who had been of any help. Again the foolish naivity of mine maintained hope that surely it wouldn't be too hard to get through to a person who works in this field, if i could find one who would not immediately judge everything without waiting for any of the facts- if there was someone who would just give me a fair & unbiast chance -by way of simply listening carefully & taking seriously what i had to reveal to them.
i then decided to briefly look into the personal experiences which had been posted on this same site (i only did this on the one site) to check for any similarities to my circumstances, in them & to see if anyone at all had a clue that bird mites did this just like i had been positivly able to conclude.I informed them that i without question got mine from birdmites but also mentioned (just as i've also made sure you know about ) how there was a flooded garden & the soils' contaminants, & how this was caused by water bursting out of a main stormwater pipe that runs through it which had been broken recently from the tree stump removal.I established that -* no-one saw any bird mites/nor knew of being bitten by them* there had been more than one instance with a newly ruptured pipe causing flooded soil in other individuals gardens, at the corresponding time of bites first appearing for them *& that others suspected chemtrails being sprayed on crops, aswell as nanotechnology to be major suspects .With this, from here i :-Should say first that i will later find myself doing this Needlessly, but at the time my concern for humans was indeed great enough to feel obligated to act -so my research began- i felt i had to check to be sure of anything & everything & then try & manage to develop a complete layout of all the components that are essential contributors to the cause of this illness being made possible.So i sifted through alternatives i thought could have mutated the mites.I had not yet learned that they already possess this ability on their own. I'll elaborate on them towards the end -i am including details, in the same order, that i had gained the knowledge in along the way.
This may confuse you but here goes.
Since this is seemingly extremely rare in Australia(personally i have only tracked down 1 on a forum in Qld & one on a radio show Rense i think it was called from Vic & me from Sa-3 of us but varied enough & situated importantly enough to say a few things to me {mentioned along with what i considered as relevance later in section}) Rather than be left made to feel even more confused & isolated by living in a country where this is not only a rare occurance-but also is obviously very distant to where the country is which harbours the majority of case numbers aswell as the 1st reported/recorded case, i had instead felt, i saw an opportunity for confirmation -as i applied all the issues of my own personal experience which bothered me still -not just for whether or not scientifically able to be part of the equation but i decided to also look if present at each of these countries' different locations aswell,based on the fact that australians are the minority group of sufferers & halfway across the world in distance from America(also it having such great numbers in comparison to here )surely to some degree should mean which when based on the fact i can't access any labs for testing, seemed like a decent enough method for separating the useful bits of my research, from the found to be irrelevant ones, as a personal guide -then of course, once all found matters of concern, were established, they could be investigated in depth easily -thanks to the internets infinate knowledge on everything,being contained within easy access making this possible to do without too much drama.
As stated earlier why i had developed it, the method i chose to use for the purpose of determining any point of reference was to check if each factor i was considering as being -in any possible way, able to contribute some kind( -regardless of how little the chance may have actually been), of type of input towards the cause, to see if it had been common to all of the areas reported to be mainly affected within the USA (California & Florida certainly were used for comparison in this process as important ones for me to refer to based on having read that they are problem areas in my initial brief overlook) & if i'd found them to be present in those areas i would then move on to checking out Australias' 3 only known affected states(at least to me that is all i know of, so it's certainly the minimum amount anyway & just enough to have ensured they suit the purpose of my needs) & compare those few & far between, uncommonly affected areas, for the same "link" i was researching at that moment- which had passed so far by being connected to those American regions with the high case numbers. so if the matter of interest could also be found in the 3 Aust. locations (will note that i had allowed for some factors to be seen only in qld{& the USA of course) that i would still classify as noteworthy regardless, egs would have been types of crops,flooding,whereabouts of pesticide usage if i had not managed to find proof of use in Sa & Vic {which didn't end up being an issue anyway} since considering that even though something may be traced as only origin of use was Qld it was still probable that the runoff effect of the rivers which flow southbound until reaching[& bringing with it whatever organisms/substances it contained] that it could still end up in the other 2 states-whose water is supplied from the same river which begins in Queensland{a state renowned for floods,extreme weather conditions,that is also home to a large amount of this countries crops,livestock farms are everywhere-will put here that about 4yrs ago several thousand chickens had to be immediatly destroyed.the cull was ordered due to a fatal unidentifiable illness which was spreading amongst them all rapidly-the government also ordered everything to be burned in massive bon fires,then steralised & re-tested to ensure the environment was clean free of any kinds of disease.}
So back to my point again -being that it's one thing to find all factors to be present in America-since it seemingly began there & has the biggest amount of cases but when Australias isolated rare incidences also hold a direct match to them,it works as the extra backup for me which tops it all off. so what i'd concluded was compare to both regions 1st America to check if existed there,then would check Australia-
Then if i had been successful in matching those ones aswell, i would rate it as a factor worth proper investigating -Sadly , & unfortunatly for me though investigating the specifics of this is something that of course is of the nature that requires a laboratory while being done by those in the field who can access the resources & possess the ability to carry out the ideal tests, which then would ultimately be able to establish in conclusion with accompaning necessary evidence whether or not significance applies in terms of each individual item of issue on the agenda.(which is why,later on after i checked up on everything properly i had ended up sending my findings via email to people who i considered potentially helpful if with maybe even the slightest i could get them to believe me{i would write the details in depth so they could fully comprehend my assessment & review the proof i showed}that was close to 2 years ago now so i think it's safe to say not one of the people associated in any way of potential use who i'd expressed my concerns to took me seriously! )
The part where i began to focus my initial attentions logically had been towards what was on the list of suspects i could narrow down as likely to be cause for possible transmission, having recalled from when i'd found morgellons was inflicted on others apart from only me as i'd asssumed, & so had read their overall outlay of the condition, which acknowledged that no scientist/researcher had as yet encountered an agent reponsible for the disease no matter how much they'd tried,so therefore remaining unattainable until then, is also the common source of transmission-it had (nor could) not even be established without the other factor being known to them first .Again for me-it was just as easy as basing it on my own personal encounter which had been such a dramatic experience since there where overwhelming numbers of birdmites-unlike the researches-having the reasons being that where for them as yet no organism has been isolated as the responsible agent which could then be correctly identified for absolute certainty that it was indeed the one of interest they'd been looking for - i had my biting experience to show for certain the birdmites were to blame so theres the agent uncovered, which meant that next -as for being the answer for it's transmission also was then quite obvious to me.
1st Bird Migration was top of my list as a possible route of overseas transmission. I could already tell this effortlessly, thanks to my mites- from birds- which fly huge distances etc...showing that clearly, it didn't need planes which i'd also been regarding as likely, yet i still held them as another important resource which i'd first thought to be an intelligent assumption to make as having close to being equal probability for spreading this as migration itself did- i changed my view on this very quickly, i personally found it easily able to be dropped off the major concern as possibility options -as i found a simple test to apply to my circumstances. i reconsidered the high importance of planes down to just another potential contributor(i learned it was not a massive player in this )which may assist towards the spread over regions(still seem capable to transmitt this but not needed to /or the main way as i'd been wondering about).
this was simply what
I'd concluded by noting:- a) having learnt about majority of victims in America, b)yet found other sufferers here in Australia in 3 seperate states - NONE of which were in New South Wales- the state where the nations busiest/largest airport is situated - & is our countries' main international gateway- so if it had bypassed this entire area successfully it wasn't specialising in spreading itself via humans travelling on planes(or at least not just strictly limited to using this method exclusivly) they already had an alternative means for this. c) & since they were bird mites that did this to me & birds migrate seasonally over incredible distances then it more then stands to reason that migration was the enabler for endless cases to develop worldwide(or at best-instead of worldwide-be contained to only where the particular species that carry the mites, migrate to) so i went & learned various information based around this topic-since i was now satisfied of this as the transmission route taken most commonly by these mites (that carried this conditions enabling properties already within them) & that it was a great deal more efficient than plane travel so, though not disregarding planes/luggage impact, i still felt safe if i left it there without going further into it.Which took me back in the direction where i was going to begin migration research when i'd then learned a disturbingly scary fact about birds & there link with humans.
What i've learned about birds is:-
Friday, January 9, 2009
SECTION THREE
After this event i didn't know where i could turn.
My frustration of thinking i was the only one enduring such madness, which had then turned into much appreciated relief upon learning there were others like me -soon made a turn to urgent desperation, now that i had, had my two tastes of how i would be received by the very medical community that we are expected to reach out to for help when we are in need -having then yet alternativly have them react with the refusal of help & leaving me with no doctor at all, just with the instructions to seek a new one, making me more than just a little concerned about who i could tell that would believe me so research into this can commence straight away.
What i had already personally theorised as being the entire factors within which added up to the cause that manifestered into the strangeness before awareness of others was established had been this:-
I considered it to be a mixture of the co-insiding elements present at the time that i was bitten.I had figured this was produced from a blend of a) having glandular fever in my system b) having a comprimised immunity, c) the soil (which contains many types of live bacteria etc.) when upon being flooded, had allowed for all of the existing contaminaints that had previously settled (such as the pesticides, fertilizers, weed killer & so fourth) to be brought to the surface - creating a pool, filled with not clean, but polluted water, that is containing this entire toxic concocgtion. On top of the usual living bacteria/viruses /other organisms, and the remaining types regular build ups - which are the general contents that make up the normal properties found within soil. So that when - d) the birds had bathed i this, had ended up aiding the mites in achieving an adaptive mutation via these unusual variances not found in their natural occupied environment.
I assumed that i must have gotten blood poisoning from both *the infection caused by the bird mites themselves, aswell as * the Starlings blood (already inside the mites from consumption) had been distributed throughout my bloodstream from getting bitten all over, circulating to all my vital organs, eventually succeeding in taking my assigned cellular functions hostage & manipulating them to instead focus on reproducing this invader by the masses because my body was unable to present any resistance since it was already busy defending my body while also attacking the glandular fever which had been dominating my system for some time already leading up to this event.
I had assumed that when experienced simultaneously, all of the above had then given the bird mites this destructive ability whereby the bites from them were empowered to have caused my intense pain,debilitation,fatigue -also accompanied by so many other terrible reactions i had begun experiencing uncontrollably like my hair dropping out & the deformity my body has suffered from the internal sewing up of my hair etc..
Now having learnt of others, straight away without any hestitaion, i could cancel out Glandular fever as being a required contributing factor for this to be initiated- that was simple- no way would everyone have had this when bitten obviously so it was eliminated without further consideration in my mind .
So next, my only idea (now that i realised the extent of the problem, being that it wasn't a nearly impossible condition to create - as had been shown by the multiple recipients of these baffling symptoms & the widespread affected areas where this had been recorded - which is what i had 1st rationalised to myself as how such a thing could even manage to be happening to me) -was to simply resort to typing in - cure/help for morgellons, on the net to see if i could find anything recommended to help treat myself with, that others may have been using to ease their bodies.When this heading was typed, it recovered a site filled with suggestions based on remedies people with this, had trialled - stating which worked, which didn't, aswell as their own recollections of when this had originally happened to them.
Obviously with no cure available, i then decided to briefly look into the personal experiences which had been posted on this same site (i only did this on the one site) to check for any similarities to my circumstances, in them & to see if anyone at all had a clue that bird mites did this just like i had been positivly able to conclude.
I informed them that i without question got mine from birdmites but also mentioned (just as i've also made sure you know about ) how there was a flooded garden & the soils' contaminants, & how this was caused by water bursting out of a main stormwater pipe that runs through it which had been broken recently from the tree stump removal.
I established that -
* no-one saw any bird mites/nor knew of being bitten by them
* there had been more than one instance with a newly ruptured pipe causing flooded soil in other individuals gardens, at the corresponding time of bites first appearing for them
*& that others suspected chemtrails being sprayed on crops, aswell as nanotechnology to be major suspects .
With this, from here i :-
Should say first that i will later find myself doing this Needlessly, but at the time my concern for humans was indeed great enough to feel obligated to act -so my reseach began- i felt i had to check to be sure of anything & everything & then try & manage to develop a complete layout of all the components that are essential contributors to the cause of this illness being made possible.
So i sifted through alternatives i thought could have mutated the mites.I had not yet learned that they already possess this ability on their own. I'll elaborate on them towards the end -i am including details, in the same order, that i had gained the knowledge in along the way.
This may confuse you but here goes
1st Bird Migration was top of my list as a possible route of overseas transmission. I could already tell that clearly, it didn't need planes-i concluded this by noting:- a) having learnt about majority of victims in America, b)yet found other sufferers here in Australia in 3 seperate states - NONE of which were in New South Wales- the state where the nations busiest/largest airport is situated - & is our countries' main international gateway- so if it had bypassed this entire area successfully it wasn't specialising in spreading itself via humans travelling on planes(or at least not just strictly limited to using this method exclusivly) they already had an alternative means for this. c) & since they were bird mites that did this to me & birds migrate seasonally over incredible distances then it more then stands to reason that migration was the enabler for endless cases to develop worldwide(or at best-be contained to only where the particular species that carry the mites, migrate to) so i learned various information based around this topic.
Which took me in the direction where i then learned a disturbingly scary fact about birds & there link with humans.2 b continued soon
My frustration of thinking i was the only one enduring such madness, which had then turned into much appreciated relief upon learning there were others like me -soon made a turn to urgent desperation, now that i had, had my two tastes of how i would be received by the very medical community that we are expected to reach out to for help when we are in need -having then yet alternativly have them react with the refusal of help & leaving me with no doctor at all, just with the instructions to seek a new one, making me more than just a little concerned about who i could tell that would believe me so research into this can commence straight away.
What i had already personally theorised as being the entire factors within which added up to the cause that manifestered into the strangeness before awareness of others was established had been this:-
I considered it to be a mixture of the co-insiding elements present at the time that i was bitten.I had figured this was produced from a blend of a) having glandular fever in my system b) having a comprimised immunity, c) the soil (which contains many types of live bacteria etc.) when upon being flooded, had allowed for all of the existing contaminaints that had previously settled (such as the pesticides, fertilizers, weed killer & so fourth) to be brought to the surface - creating a pool, filled with not clean, but polluted water, that is containing this entire toxic concocgtion. On top of the usual living bacteria/viruses /other organisms, and the remaining types regular build ups - which are the general contents that make up the normal properties found within soil. So that when - d) the birds had bathed i this, had ended up aiding the mites in achieving an adaptive mutation via these unusual variances not found in their natural occupied environment.
I assumed that i must have gotten blood poisoning from both *the infection caused by the bird mites themselves, aswell as * the Starlings blood (already inside the mites from consumption) had been distributed throughout my bloodstream from getting bitten all over, circulating to all my vital organs, eventually succeeding in taking my assigned cellular functions hostage & manipulating them to instead focus on reproducing this invader by the masses because my body was unable to present any resistance since it was already busy defending my body while also attacking the glandular fever which had been dominating my system for some time already leading up to this event.
I had assumed that when experienced simultaneously, all of the above had then given the bird mites this destructive ability whereby the bites from them were empowered to have caused my intense pain,debilitation,fatigue -also accompanied by so many other terrible reactions i had begun experiencing uncontrollably like my hair dropping out & the deformity my body has suffered from the internal sewing up of my hair etc..
Now having learnt of others, straight away without any hestitaion, i could cancel out Glandular fever as being a required contributing factor for this to be initiated- that was simple- no way would everyone have had this when bitten obviously so it was eliminated without further consideration in my mind .
So next, my only idea (now that i realised the extent of the problem, being that it wasn't a nearly impossible condition to create - as had been shown by the multiple recipients of these baffling symptoms & the widespread affected areas where this had been recorded - which is what i had 1st rationalised to myself as how such a thing could even manage to be happening to me) -was to simply resort to typing in - cure/help for morgellons, on the net to see if i could find anything recommended to help treat myself with, that others may have been using to ease their bodies.When this heading was typed, it recovered a site filled with suggestions based on remedies people with this, had trialled - stating which worked, which didn't, aswell as their own recollections of when this had originally happened to them.
Obviously with no cure available, i then decided to briefly look into the personal experiences which had been posted on this same site (i only did this on the one site) to check for any similarities to my circumstances, in them & to see if anyone at all had a clue that bird mites did this just like i had been positivly able to conclude.
I informed them that i without question got mine from birdmites but also mentioned (just as i've also made sure you know about ) how there was a flooded garden & the soils' contaminants, & how this was caused by water bursting out of a main stormwater pipe that runs through it which had been broken recently from the tree stump removal.
I established that -
* no-one saw any bird mites/nor knew of being bitten by them
* there had been more than one instance with a newly ruptured pipe causing flooded soil in other individuals gardens, at the corresponding time of bites first appearing for them
*& that others suspected chemtrails being sprayed on crops, aswell as nanotechnology to be major suspects .
With this, from here i :-
Should say first that i will later find myself doing this Needlessly, but at the time my concern for humans was indeed great enough to feel obligated to act -so my reseach began- i felt i had to check to be sure of anything & everything & then try & manage to develop a complete layout of all the components that are essential contributors to the cause of this illness being made possible.
So i sifted through alternatives i thought could have mutated the mites.I had not yet learned that they already possess this ability on their own. I'll elaborate on them towards the end -i am including details, in the same order, that i had gained the knowledge in along the way.
This may confuse you but here goes
1st Bird Migration was top of my list as a possible route of overseas transmission. I could already tell that clearly, it didn't need planes-i concluded this by noting:- a) having learnt about majority of victims in America, b)yet found other sufferers here in Australia in 3 seperate states - NONE of which were in New South Wales- the state where the nations busiest/largest airport is situated - & is our countries' main international gateway- so if it had bypassed this entire area successfully it wasn't specialising in spreading itself via humans travelling on planes(or at least not just strictly limited to using this method exclusivly) they already had an alternative means for this. c) & since they were bird mites that did this to me & birds migrate seasonally over incredible distances then it more then stands to reason that migration was the enabler for endless cases to develop worldwide(or at best-be contained to only where the particular species that carry the mites, migrate to) so i learned various information based around this topic.
Which took me in the direction where i then learned a disturbingly scary fact about birds & there link with humans.2 b continued soon
My personal extras
Visual signs (i'm adding this again not for approval or to seek people to believe me-[opinions of others have proven insignificant] it's to assist with any research which may at some time develop.)
Since aquiring morg(from bird mites) i have at some stage experienced all the general symptoms aswell as my extra previously mentioned ones. As far as the mites & the fibres were concerned- i had felt them to only be affecting me internally by this stage (4 yrs into it) due to not having exposed sores, no sensations on my skin & very few fibres in comparison to past numbers- & i definately hadn't seen them again in masses only two tiny clear/white baby ones about 2yrs since getting bites.Yet, just when spring came around my skin ruptured in patches -the same way my sewn hair does when it's surfaced & ready to unwind.It finishes as a pimple looking thing-but certainly doesn't feel like one at the spot, yet instead of unsewing -this was intensly itchy & felt very raw to me,so i grabbed my eyeclops bionic eye electromagnetic microscope 200x mag. plugged into a large screen digital tv & took a look.I have found fibres woven into my skin are back and plentiful & this time i found what i hadn't seen since 04(exception of 2 baby clear ones) yes i saw the mites! they are not the size of what the original ones were(a little bit smaller & lighter in colour) but perhaps were young ones. I couldn't believe that they were there because ever since being bitten initially, i have only felt them inside my body not on the surface, my head sinuses,nose,mouth(including eeth),ears(1st to have happen following throat & are really bad),eyes,neck,throat,shoulders are the worst areas which have been taken over-lungs aren't far behind nor one other place.So i couldn't expect to find what i absolutely did find-only once though-& i did not mistake nor imagine- i sighted a mite- better yet there was a fibre attached to it.It was a light pink one & was located exactly central to it's body on the top & about a third of it's body length down from it's head end just like where a whales blowhole is. This was at one end & the other end was inserted within my skin. the fibre looked to be roughly 3 times the mites length & even though there was excess fibre length between the mite and the distance it was away from the fixed end- the fibre didn't lag,instead had arched the remaining length (in the shape of a rainbow way) upwards rather than settling down flat like i would have expected - as if for eg a piece of rope would flop if it was longer than the 2 points it was bound at-yet it was like what would be the case if you had a wire coathanger longer than the 2 points it was fixed to & you bent (arched)it upwards as i said like a rainbow.Is it rigid or what i haven't a clue,i don't even know if it's a breathing device(even though it shouldn't need one-maybe when it's tunnelling it does?) or equivilant to a bungee cord & uses it to keep the originalspot already chosen as home so it doesn't lose it's bearings whilst out egg laying perhaps? I forgot to say it would appear they have surfaced to lay eggs- i also found clear bubble type of sack which with my elecmicroscope i could see in detail a clear mite practically ready to hatch by the look of the form it's body had already grown into.I also think this because spring/summer was not only when i was initially bitten but also the time of year my body goes through it's worst,so when i actually saw the mites this year (08) things made sense as to why i was hit particularily hard during these periods without fail. I had also seen one with it's head end already buried & it's back half still above the surface. I found empty bodies & was happy-thinking they were dead, only to learn days later that mites shed their shellcase as they grow(although was deflating)-this is which now explains why on most occasions there was another living mite close by them.
Out of all this season of looking - a total of one only , had a fibre connected to it (the fibres are normally attached to my skin with no mite in sight vice versa being the mites are usually without fibres) All other mites were (as what i'd known as normal for them) without fibre connections.
While discussing fibres i'll note - only the blue/dark & light/white fibres are found on me in bundles. The red/pink/white only ever on top as a single strand, sewn in or partiallt attached - never balled or wrapped around my hair strands which is what the dark blue ones do- they appear like the stingers on a blue bottle-same colour & even looks the same substance it's made from (& same shape/ texture). These coilk & curl, tightly secured to any selected strand (this prevents me having my imposter hair tied up too long becasuse my brain signals start to short circuit (is the best way i can describe the disorientating pain & feelings associated with this). The blue also lay on the surface & particially sew. I get crystal type of jewel looking things in assorted bright colours-light blue, emerald green,creaming soda coloured red,purple, & orange shaped like gems- Also the blue bottle ressemblance strikes again, - instead of the stingers, these look like the top blue bottle bit but of course smaller & lay with other fibres (of another appearance) on my skin- these found on shoulders,chin,cheeks (just like the mites are).
Every single one of these things could be seen by a dr but no one has shown any interest to even check.Just as (although bizarre sounding) my hair could be unwound by another person demonstrating my sewn up nightmare, yet again still, no one has given me the opportunity.
So for the record i really do feel certain that bird mites cause what is known as morgellons it's that plain, simple & scary & it is being wrongfully ignored by so called medical professionals whom of which our lives are in their hands- not really a good thing for any of us clearly (if you happen to get sick sometime in your life that is).
Summing up i have not even so much as mentioned the personal devastation & suffering within my life/social circumstances nor the rest of what can easily be labelled as unbelievable (due to outrageous occurances)which i have also endured - as if the illness alone isn't bad enough as it is, since it wouldn't help cure anyone but people should bare in mind whole lives in every aspect can & are being destroyed irrepairably by this terrible fate - clearly society needs a restoration of humanity -nothing like this should ever occur to fellow people.
Since aquiring morg(from bird mites) i have at some stage experienced all the general symptoms aswell as my extra previously mentioned ones. As far as the mites & the fibres were concerned- i had felt them to only be affecting me internally by this stage (4 yrs into it) due to not having exposed sores, no sensations on my skin & very few fibres in comparison to past numbers- & i definately hadn't seen them again in masses only two tiny clear/white baby ones about 2yrs since getting bites.Yet, just when spring came around my skin ruptured in patches -the same way my sewn hair does when it's surfaced & ready to unwind.It finishes as a pimple looking thing-but certainly doesn't feel like one at the spot, yet instead of unsewing -this was intensly itchy & felt very raw to me,so i grabbed my eyeclops bionic eye electromagnetic microscope 200x mag. plugged into a large screen digital tv & took a look.I have found fibres woven into my skin are back and plentiful & this time i found what i hadn't seen since 04(exception of 2 baby clear ones) yes i saw the mites! they are not the size of what the original ones were(a little bit smaller & lighter in colour) but perhaps were young ones. I couldn't believe that they were there because ever since being bitten initially, i have only felt them inside my body not on the surface, my head sinuses,nose,mouth(including eeth),ears(1st to have happen following throat & are really bad),eyes,neck,throat,shoulders are the worst areas which have been taken over-lungs aren't far behind nor one other place.So i couldn't expect to find what i absolutely did find-only once though-& i did not mistake nor imagine- i sighted a mite- better yet there was a fibre attached to it.It was a light pink one & was located exactly central to it's body on the top & about a third of it's body length down from it's head end just like where a whales blowhole is. This was at one end & the other end was inserted within my skin. the fibre looked to be roughly 3 times the mites length & even though there was excess fibre length between the mite and the distance it was away from the fixed end- the fibre didn't lag,instead had arched the remaining length (in the shape of a rainbow way) upwards rather than settling down flat like i would have expected - as if for eg a piece of rope would flop if it was longer than the 2 points it was bound at-yet it was like what would be the case if you had a wire coathanger longer than the 2 points it was fixed to & you bent (arched)it upwards as i said like a rainbow.Is it rigid or what i haven't a clue,i don't even know if it's a breathing device(even though it shouldn't need one-maybe when it's tunnelling it does?) or equivilant to a bungee cord & uses it to keep the originalspot already chosen as home so it doesn't lose it's bearings whilst out egg laying perhaps? I forgot to say it would appear they have surfaced to lay eggs- i also found clear bubble type of sack which with my elecmicroscope i could see in detail a clear mite practically ready to hatch by the look of the form it's body had already grown into.I also think this because spring/summer was not only when i was initially bitten but also the time of year my body goes through it's worst,so when i actually saw the mites this year (08) things made sense as to why i was hit particularily hard during these periods without fail. I had also seen one with it's head end already buried & it's back half still above the surface. I found empty bodies & was happy-thinking they were dead, only to learn days later that mites shed their shellcase as they grow(although was deflating)-this is which now explains why on most occasions there was another living mite close by them.
Out of all this season of looking - a total of one only , had a fibre connected to it (the fibres are normally attached to my skin with no mite in sight vice versa being the mites are usually without fibres) All other mites were (as what i'd known as normal for them) without fibre connections.
While discussing fibres i'll note - only the blue/dark & light/white fibres are found on me in bundles. The red/pink/white only ever on top as a single strand, sewn in or partiallt attached - never balled or wrapped around my hair strands which is what the dark blue ones do- they appear like the stingers on a blue bottle-same colour & even looks the same substance it's made from (& same shape/ texture). These coilk & curl, tightly secured to any selected strand (this prevents me having my imposter hair tied up too long becasuse my brain signals start to short circuit (is the best way i can describe the disorientating pain & feelings associated with this). The blue also lay on the surface & particially sew. I get crystal type of jewel looking things in assorted bright colours-light blue, emerald green,creaming soda coloured red,purple, & orange shaped like gems- Also the blue bottle ressemblance strikes again, - instead of the stingers, these look like the top blue bottle bit but of course smaller & lay with other fibres (of another appearance) on my skin- these found on shoulders,chin,cheeks (just like the mites are).
Every single one of these things could be seen by a dr but no one has shown any interest to even check.Just as (although bizarre sounding) my hair could be unwound by another person demonstrating my sewn up nightmare, yet again still, no one has given me the opportunity.
So for the record i really do feel certain that bird mites cause what is known as morgellons it's that plain, simple & scary & it is being wrongfully ignored by so called medical professionals whom of which our lives are in their hands- not really a good thing for any of us clearly (if you happen to get sick sometime in your life that is).
Summing up i have not even so much as mentioned the personal devastation & suffering within my life/social circumstances nor the rest of what can easily be labelled as unbelievable (due to outrageous occurances)which i have also endured - as if the illness alone isn't bad enough as it is, since it wouldn't help cure anyone but people should bare in mind whole lives in every aspect can & are being destroyed irrepairably by this terrible fate - clearly society needs a restoration of humanity -nothing like this should ever occur to fellow people.
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